lots of updating and sitting at my computer...
so i just watched the bodyguard for the first time. i liked it. i used to love whitney houston, and watching the movie just totally made me want to download or buy her music all over again. well seeing as i dont have any money i opted for the freebies. so now i've downloaded all that i could so far and now i'm listening to the greatness of whitney houston, but now i'm a little bit lonely. i tried to read then i thought about taking a bath but i dont want to clean it first. need to take a shower but i dont have the motivation. i want to call someone. i want to be alone. i want to dance with somebody, with somebody who loves me. played the sims some more, got bored. kind of want another cig but i think i've had enough for one day, but that wont stop me.
gym thoughts-
so leh and i went to the gym today and on my 35 minute journey on the elliptical machiney thing i had a lot of time to think to myself. random comment: so i just rummaged through my drawers and desk and i've realized that i'm a mess i cant find anything. anyways so gym yeah. during this time at the gym i thought alot about relationships and the guys i had them with. i came to no conclusions but none the less it was an interesting voyage. there have been a lot of interesting thoughts going through my head lately. i need something new. or maybe just something.
gym thoughts-
so leh and i went to the gym today and on my 35 minute journey on the elliptical machiney thing i had a lot of time to think to myself. random comment: so i just rummaged through my drawers and desk and i've realized that i'm a mess i cant find anything. anyways so gym yeah. during this time at the gym i thought alot about relationships and the guys i had them with. i came to no conclusions but none the less it was an interesting voyage. there have been a lot of interesting thoughts going through my head lately. i need something new. or maybe just something.