Unscrew the locks from the doors! Unscrew the doors themselves from their jambs!
finished Junky. Also read Howl. Can't wait to start my next piece of reading.
courtney Doc.
http://biz.yahoo.com/prnews/061204/nym268.html?.v=5
i feel like i have nothing to say, but so much...
so here's a bit from each day in my diary since my last update. so starting with the 28th.
-How is it that Jim and I both spend time in the hospital in the past 24 hours? .....its after [the hospital] that i need someone, when i get home and i'm put to bed. thats's when i need someone to watch me like they did in the hospital, moniter, reassure me, listen to me, and just love me. stay with me til I can fall asleep. That's what I always wish I had. That's what I'd do for jimmy if I was there.
-I want to meet beautiful strangers and share beautiful moments. I want to live the way I want. I want to live the LIFE I want.
-I can never wish anything but the best for her, and no matter what will love and respect her til the day I die, because I know she deserves so much in this world but foolishly sells herself so short... But to me she always has been and always will be a goddess in disguise.
-BULLSHIT. That's what I always say. Ok... So maybe I never say but believe me, THOUGHTS (not just actions) speak louder than words.
-Just let me feel it before its over, fucking taste it so I can develop some sort of understanding as to what all of this means; the secret of death is the secret to everything.
-Humans sometimes feel so stunted to me; unwilling to grow.. But he has this jaded innocence (if that oxymoron makes sense) toward life, willing to see every angle. so refreshing and beautiful.
-How could I have gotten through my teen years without a reckless refreshing soul like you? Equally disgusted and confused by our peers. Mature beyond understanding, but too young to make sense of it.
-You just can't help but fall inlove with him, and I'm forever inlove completely. He is flawless in the most human way.
-Life is so short (i'm in such a loving mood) why spend so much energy holding grudges or trying to put a label on relationships? in the end it just leaves you alone.
-For the record, few things are better than driving in a car at night down to the beach, listening to cirque, while your friends perform interpretive dance. See? There's that mood in the air I love to cling to. That carefree, anything goes mood. I'm inlove.
courtney Doc.
http://biz.yahoo.com/prnews/061204/nym268.html?.v=5
i feel like i have nothing to say, but so much...
so here's a bit from each day in my diary since my last update. so starting with the 28th.
-How is it that Jim and I both spend time in the hospital in the past 24 hours? .....its after [the hospital] that i need someone, when i get home and i'm put to bed. thats's when i need someone to watch me like they did in the hospital, moniter, reassure me, listen to me, and just love me. stay with me til I can fall asleep. That's what I always wish I had. That's what I'd do for jimmy if I was there.
-I want to meet beautiful strangers and share beautiful moments. I want to live the way I want. I want to live the LIFE I want.
-I can never wish anything but the best for her, and no matter what will love and respect her til the day I die, because I know she deserves so much in this world but foolishly sells herself so short... But to me she always has been and always will be a goddess in disguise.
-BULLSHIT. That's what I always say. Ok... So maybe I never say but believe me, THOUGHTS (not just actions) speak louder than words.
-Just let me feel it before its over, fucking taste it so I can develop some sort of understanding as to what all of this means; the secret of death is the secret to everything.
-Humans sometimes feel so stunted to me; unwilling to grow.. But he has this jaded innocence (if that oxymoron makes sense) toward life, willing to see every angle. so refreshing and beautiful.
-How could I have gotten through my teen years without a reckless refreshing soul like you? Equally disgusted and confused by our peers. Mature beyond understanding, but too young to make sense of it.
-You just can't help but fall inlove with him, and I'm forever inlove completely. He is flawless in the most human way.
-Life is so short (i'm in such a loving mood) why spend so much energy holding grudges or trying to put a label on relationships? in the end it just leaves you alone.
-For the record, few things are better than driving in a car at night down to the beach, listening to cirque, while your friends perform interpretive dance. See? There's that mood in the air I love to cling to. That carefree, anything goes mood. I'm inlove.