are you a dream?
today has been uneventful. i woke up an hour earlier than i thought i did...crysral and i slept in. she kept my feet warm. SCORE. got up after just laying there for a while and watched bert for about an hour. then went to the shops with mumma. bought footless tights, lipgloss, green eyepencil and mascara. yahoo. we then did some groceries. muthafuck it's easy to spend a lot of money on food. bought a spinach and fetta danish for my lunch. mum rushed off the aqua aerobics because she was running late. kirk came over. he drove all the way from his place out to aunty margs to see me. isn't he wonderful?
i don't know what's wrong with me sometimes? i have a boy who loves me and i love him more than i can possibly say...but i keep persuing stuff with people who i know are just going to make me cry. fucking. he just looked so cute chasing crystal around the yard. i was sitting in the sun and he came over and scared me. damn him.
fucking. i hate being alone. i want ward. now. now now now. why does he have to be so far away? no. fuck that. why does everyone i care about (aside from my family) have to be so far away? fuck this shit right off.
man. i hate it when i get mad about things i shouldn't be mad about. i'm not going to elaborate too much because the person this is about i love and i don't want to make this person sad because they rule.
MIKKI! did you send my package yet? i haven't been at home for a bit over a week and i was just wondering if i should go back there and pick it up. i want presents. if you haven't sent it yet, take it with you to melbourne and leave it with jarret. it can be my very first birthday present. :) yahooooo!
mad props to megan. you know what's up girl. i will call you on thursday...ugly duckling is out of the question for me. i'll explain when we talk. [happy happy]
who's going out this weekend? ange is. having a relatively big one on friday. yahoo. 'family'ing it up with thomas and then maybe some fun adventures. who's in??
i don't know what's wrong with me sometimes? i have a boy who loves me and i love him more than i can possibly say...but i keep persuing stuff with people who i know are just going to make me cry. fucking. he just looked so cute chasing crystal around the yard. i was sitting in the sun and he came over and scared me. damn him.
fucking. i hate being alone. i want ward. now. now now now. why does he have to be so far away? no. fuck that. why does everyone i care about (aside from my family) have to be so far away? fuck this shit right off.
man. i hate it when i get mad about things i shouldn't be mad about. i'm not going to elaborate too much because the person this is about i love and i don't want to make this person sad because they rule.
MIKKI! did you send my package yet? i haven't been at home for a bit over a week and i was just wondering if i should go back there and pick it up. i want presents. if you haven't sent it yet, take it with you to melbourne and leave it with jarret. it can be my very first birthday present. :) yahooooo!
mad props to megan. you know what's up girl. i will call you on thursday...ugly duckling is out of the question for me. i'll explain when we talk. [happy happy]
who's going out this weekend? ange is. having a relatively big one on friday. yahoo. 'family'ing it up with thomas and then maybe some fun adventures. who's in??