i cant

[angertookover]

im not going to do anything drastic untill im absolutly sure...last night my thoughts life heart exsistance was crushed by my one and only love. I havent talk to him since and i know its killing him. I just cant...i cant talk to him when i type my words or dial the number i go blank and cant form the words to speak to him. I saw him today...i took all my strength to not hug him...like i said...i cant...i just cant...i cant even look him in the eye without feeling the pain and anger he caused me. someday i will drop you a line...but because of what u did today is not the day...i am not ok...at all...i wish u would have never done this. And i dont know if ill ever be able to trust u again.

Goodbye for now...