musicians tears...
How is this fair...in love and war in peace and kindness how can this be a fair life for her?
How can a musician live his life with his music hopeing his girl will stay long the side lines untill his moment in glory is satified?
WHen will it be her turn to shine amoung the rest of the stars?
When will she get to have him to herself? he isnt fair! he cant do this to her ... he cant exspect her to stay next to him so he can have her when he pleases?! How can this be fair to her...to live her life always being second...always being thrown aside untill needed...
If she goes with him she cant have her life, she cant do what her dream has always been...what if they have children...then she is forced to live a life without a partner half the time...raising the children almoust alone...he cant do that?
Why!?! I dont understand ...this will never get better...i get the feeling it will only get worse...and whats sad is if asked the question :"me or music" he would prolly choose music!
i wish for just a moment he would look at how life would be for her if he doesnt make it...just look for a moment love...
I dont know if she can do this...being constantly jelous...never being fully satified...always being second to the promises of behavior and the lies of the plans...i wonder if he will remain faithful to his promises...i wonder if all will eventually calm down and they can do her dream...they can travel and love and have children raising them together...takin them on camping trips and showing them how to be grown ups...she wants this yet when i look to the future in the musics eye...she only sees...her alone...waiting for a call or a letter or even...a note...
Can her heart survive such a emotional sacrifice...and what sacrifice is he going to make for her!?! REAlly what is he going to sacrifice...dont say that him being away is his sacrifice...because its not...its what he loves to do so either way when he leaves...its fun for him...and pain for her...maybe it would be easier if he wouldnt have so much fun...i mean look at it for god sakes!!! He comes home to a love...then leaves for another love mixed with parties and music...im starting to really wonder..im starting to really care if he notices any of this...
GOD DAMN IT!! this sucks this will tear her heart to shreads only to repair it moments later then crush it again...
this only sounds like pain, and damn it i dont know if she will survive...
How can a musician live his life with his music hopeing his girl will stay long the side lines untill his moment in glory is satified?
WHen will it be her turn to shine amoung the rest of the stars?
When will she get to have him to herself? he isnt fair! he cant do this to her ... he cant exspect her to stay next to him so he can have her when he pleases?! How can this be fair to her...to live her life always being second...always being thrown aside untill needed...
If she goes with him she cant have her life, she cant do what her dream has always been...what if they have children...then she is forced to live a life without a partner half the time...raising the children almoust alone...he cant do that?
Why!?! I dont understand ...this will never get better...i get the feeling it will only get worse...and whats sad is if asked the question :"me or music" he would prolly choose music!
i wish for just a moment he would look at how life would be for her if he doesnt make it...just look for a moment love...
I dont know if she can do this...being constantly jelous...never being fully satified...always being second to the promises of behavior and the lies of the plans...i wonder if he will remain faithful to his promises...i wonder if all will eventually calm down and they can do her dream...they can travel and love and have children raising them together...takin them on camping trips and showing them how to be grown ups...she wants this yet when i look to the future in the musics eye...she only sees...her alone...waiting for a call or a letter or even...a note...
Can her heart survive such a emotional sacrifice...and what sacrifice is he going to make for her!?! REAlly what is he going to sacrifice...dont say that him being away is his sacrifice...because its not...its what he loves to do so either way when he leaves...its fun for him...and pain for her...maybe it would be easier if he wouldnt have so much fun...i mean look at it for god sakes!!! He comes home to a love...then leaves for another love mixed with parties and music...im starting to really wonder..im starting to really care if he notices any of this...
GOD DAMN IT!! this sucks this will tear her heart to shreads only to repair it moments later then crush it again...
this only sounds like pain, and damn it i dont know if she will survive...