Aug 05, 2004 01:53
I took all your pictures down tonight..tears of so many emotions made a pain on the side of my eyes and i now realise i have to be up so early for work. My dad will awake at 3:30 and i will still be up thinking about what happened here tonight...the chalk marks will show where i killed my phone with the TV on and all those souls away waiting for my reply. Im screaming! screaming inside Why fuck why and im screaming! screaming inside i wanna die just let me die! But im living IM LIVING just let me live and stop tormenting me! Im crying, im crying why, am i crying a break from reality...how can this be? Fuck i wish i had that bottle of juice, u threw it down the sink, all in but one blink, you threw it down the sink. I think i can still smell its soworrowful odor. It will be days, o it will be days i wount hear you i wount see you. Let me live let me Go, U want me to Go! Im leaving now IM SO ANGRY NOW just let me leave get OFF this phone. You murdered it tonight...words i never thought i could hear they scared me, O how you scared me! wow i cant believe you scared me...you have the upper hand now he would be proud. You scared me tonight im dying tonight, were dying tonight... I stare into the chalk lines...i see the death the murder of this phone this life, these people. I murdered the phone tonight! It wount kill another , i wont let it kill another life. We were a life, u killed this life, im on edge...im on edge ill sing this song, ill sing this song...ill die tonight just let me die tonight. "i dont want to leave like this..." tick tick "looks like you did..." tick tick "goodnight"....goodnight... CLick*