Jan 23, 2005 18:13
i hate msn!
cose it wont work n every time i try 2 sighn in it says "plz try l8r"
but i wanna try now "god dammit"
ok so im officaily a ply.... now 2 b none as NOME PLY....
didnt pull at the party well i sorta did cose i snogged kirsty a bit at the end but o well...
i have now decided i quite like kirsty wich alex will kill me 4 but wat the hey...
met tomz friend emma and shes lurvly realy sweet was talkin 2 her 4 ages n im sooo plsed theres ppl out there that dont judge me by wat ive writen on here or wat theve bn told bout me (da whole james thingy) we got on realy well and she is a genuine sweetie...
i wore my corset and an ankle lenght ball gowny satiny shivon skirt with my speffal bootys <3.....
was a pretty kool night got quite pissed and got lotsa lipstick kisses on my boobz! lol....
think tom enjoyed himself wich is da main thing cose if hes happy sooo am i!
i dont like it wen janey goes away my house is sooo empty and guite i havent sn a single person all day.... wich makes me feeel all lonley *aaaah*.....
god emma said i rant in my lj and i must admit i dooo but thats cose my brain is sooo fuckin random...!
but hey randoms kool i like random lots....
i realy want sum1 2 love me n hold me and care 4 me 4ever... strange i no cose most 16 yr olds wanna play around n shag there way round britain but thats sooo not me i wan sum1 2 care.....
and i hate loosin ppl i care about sooo much that id want it 2 b like 4ever....
well i dont realy believe in 4ever but sumthing long term sum1 who i can realy get 2 no and try 2 understand and mayb eveen fall in "love" with (watever that meanz) who knowz....
god i am fuckin random o well this is my diary thingy so i can write done wats in my mind and my minds deffinatly full of random shite....
and im writin loads in here 2day bcose i have nothin else 2 do! *sad cunt*
mmmm im tired.... and bored....
o well v much doubt any1 will read all this anyway but if ya dooo then "coment bitches"!
okay luv ya all speakies soon luv moi!
x nome ply x
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