hello *wavez*
we went 2 slimez 4 the night wich waz koolioz! :-) got v drunk lol ooooo yuz n i kissed a bloke! lol waz SOOO YUK! YUK! so then i pulled sum bootifull girly 2 make myself feel better she was sooo gorgeous! and she was wearin a a red corset and a fuckin HOT leather tootoo! yay! lol tom got stalked all night by a strange phsco called kim or matt or sumin he waz strange! VERY VERY strange! ooo yuz n he took much base and couldnt sleep! i drunk far 2 much and slept LOTZ! lol!
the only problem is that even though i pulled this stunning girl who waz absolutly amazingly HAWT it just felt wrong like well they were the wrong personz lipz...
i am trying 2 convince myself that i WILL get over lora mainly because she is dangerous, showz no remorse and seemz 2 enjoy destroyin pplz livez and lying 2 ppl!
yesterday she spoke 2 tom on msn and as far as i know the convo went a bit like this....
lora said sumthing about potatoes...
tom said "so made up any more imaginary children reasently?"
lora said "'o' she tould U about that aswell then did she? well u know wat shez like!"
now mayb i am a little bit stupid or sumin but i would think that slagin me off 2 my best freind is a little silly!
but i sorta know y she said it becaouse she was at perryz and even though she has admited 2 me that she was quite obvoisly lyin her arse off, i know that she would never admit it in front of her friedz....
anyway i have decided that the qustion i should b askin myself is not HOW? but WHY?
i believe in fate, destiney,"sumthingz r just ment 2 b" and that everything happenz 4 a reason. i believe that the ppl we meet cum in2 our livez 4 a reason and that the emotionz we feel, the thingz we hear and even the tastez that touch our lipz all must have sum reason behind them sooo.....
i am no longer gunna ask HOW i fell inlove with her or HOW she made me feel the way she did but WHY!?
why did she kiss me? why did she blow my mind? why did i fall in love? why did she come in 2 my life? wat is the meanin of it all? wat do the thingz that i feel and expeirence mean 2 me and wat sighnificantz do they have on me and my life in the long run?!
the only problem is that even though i pulled this stunning girl who waz absolutly amazingly HAWT it just felt wrong like well they were the wrong personz lipz...
i am trying 2 convince myself that i WILL get over lora mainly because she is dangerous, showz no remorse and seemz 2 enjoy destroyin pplz livez and lying 2 ppl!
yesterday she spoke 2 tom on msn and as far as i know the convo went a bit like this....
lora said sumthing about potatoes...
tom said "so made up any more imaginary children reasently?"
lora said "'o' she tould U about that aswell then did she? well u know wat shez like!"
now mayb i am a little bit stupid or sumin but i would think that slagin me off 2 my best freind is a little silly!
but i sorta know y she said it becaouse she was at perryz and even though she has admited 2 me that she was quite obvoisly lyin her arse off, i know that she would never admit it in front of her friedz....
anyway i have decided that the qustion i should b askin myself is not HOW? but WHY?
i believe in fate, destiney,"sumthingz r just ment 2 b" and that everything happenz 4 a reason. i believe that the ppl we meet cum in2 our livez 4 a reason and that the emotionz we feel, the thingz we hear and even the tastez that touch our lipz all must have sum reason behind them sooo.....
i am no longer gunna ask HOW i fell inlove with her or HOW she made me feel the way she did but WHY!?
why did she kiss me? why did she blow my mind? why did i fall in love? why did she come in 2 my life? wat is the meanin of it all? wat do the thingz that i feel and expeirence mean 2 me and wat sighnificantz do they have on me and my life in the long run?!