wooo 4 slimez!...
had fuckin ace time at slimez danced ma little arse of *well big ass but who carez* and wooo yayz it was wicked! met lotz of kool ppl and met up with a load of seriously kool cyber gothy ppl in camden and brought a cyber dog skirt and <3 YAYZ!
i miss lora though! and well raaaaaah i hope shez ok
she often sayz 2 me that she feelz like i treat her like a child or like sum kind of freak
i know damn well that i would never make any1 feel like that on purpose and i dont know y she feelz like thatz how i see her cose it isnt!
i love her like seriosly real love i mean how fuckin scary is that! but raaaah sumtimez i realy dunno were this is goin like i never get 2 c her and she never cumz down here and i know thatz not her fualt at all so im not havin a go at her here ... i just raaaaaah! i have finaly figgured out exactly wat i want and need from a relationship and well dunno if ive got it or not?!
dont get me wrong i am realy happy with lora and i adore her but sum timez well raaaah! she just "o" i dunno! like shell randomaly scream at me or randomly decided that every thing i do irritatez her!? mayb im just a complete evil bitch that needz 2 b on my own 4 eva!
or mayb shez the wrong person 4 me and were both just kiddin ourselfz or mayb im a parronoid twat and theerz nuffin wrong and everything is gunna me as great as roses
i just raaaaah....
4 fuck sake sum1 get her now and ethier slap me or give me a big hug!
although slap would probably do tyhe job better!
i need a fag!
o yuz and were goin 2 slimez again on the 4th of june so yuz any1 that wantz 2 cum then do!
ok need 2 go get nicotine
bub byez
x x x
*hugglez*
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i miss lora though! and well raaaaaah i hope shez ok
she often sayz 2 me that she feelz like i treat her like a child or like sum kind of freak
i know damn well that i would never make any1 feel like that on purpose and i dont know y she feelz like thatz how i see her cose it isnt!
i love her like seriosly real love i mean how fuckin scary is that! but raaaah sumtimez i realy dunno were this is goin like i never get 2 c her and she never cumz down here and i know thatz not her fualt at all so im not havin a go at her here ... i just raaaaaah! i have finaly figgured out exactly wat i want and need from a relationship and well dunno if ive got it or not?!
dont get me wrong i am realy happy with lora and i adore her but sum timez well raaaah! she just "o" i dunno! like shell randomaly scream at me or randomly decided that every thing i do irritatez her!? mayb im just a complete evil bitch that needz 2 b on my own 4 eva!
or mayb shez the wrong person 4 me and were both just kiddin ourselfz or mayb im a parronoid twat and theerz nuffin wrong and everything is gunna me as great as roses
i just raaaaah....
4 fuck sake sum1 get her now and ethier slap me or give me a big hug!
although slap would probably do tyhe job better!
i need a fag!
o yuz and were goin 2 slimez again on the 4th of june so yuz any1 that wantz 2 cum then do!
ok need 2 go get nicotine
bub byez
x x x
*hugglez*
x x x