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Went out with Kevin on Friday night. We went up to Christy's house (his Christy) and got her, then went to Ned's. We met up with Beasely, a guy we used to work with @ Lifeline. We all went inside. The place was packed. Lots of people and smoke. Absolutely no pool tables and no chance of getting one. So we grabbed a booth when it came free. We all got a drink and sat down. Tried to have conversation, but was too loud to have one with all of us, so ended up me and Kevin talking and Beasely and Christy talking. Was really lame and kinda disappointing. I did however decide that I want to ask Beasely out. Anyway... moving on, finally Kevin asks if I want to go to Cubby, I say yeah, and we go. Beasely and Christy stay @ Ned's. But the Cubby is worse- more smoke, more people, and VERY hot. So we end up talking outside on the patio. We are the only ones out there. I finally ask him if this is what he calls a bust and if this is when he calls it a night and goes home. He says yeah, so that's what we do.
Pick up 50 First Dates from my house, then walk the 2 blocks to his. We watch the movie, then he gets turned on. He sucks on my nipples and I can't help it, my hips are raising, my pussy is flooding, I want him so bad. Then it's his turn. I give him a blow job, and then another. I am REALLY turned on then. REALLY wet then. He stops me after that. Says well, I'm tired, gotta get up early to go to Mena. I think, nah, he's not serious. So we start walking back to my house. He leaves his door unlocked. I ask him bout it, saying we might end up having sex at my house, and does he really want to leave his door unlocked all that time. He says, no, we can't have sex. I shake my head. Speechless. Shocked. Disbelieving. You mean to tell me I'm not going to get anything tonight? Nothing?
He shakes his head no and keeps on walking.
I can't not say anything. I say, I just gave you TWO blowjobs and I get nothing!?!?
He is silent. Repeats the above excuse.
We walk the rest of the way in silence.
Gets me to my door and I can't stand to look at him anymore. Want him to disappear as quickly as possible. Don't want to think bout this. Am SOOOO pissed off.
He follows me in the house, right up to the counter, backs me up to it and kisses me.
I just want him to leave. I know if I say anything, he'll make a big deal about it and he will end up staying longer to explain himself. Seconds I can't stand.
He finally leaves.
I go to bed so mad it's a wonder I didn't start a damn fire with all the steam coming out of my ears.
Haven't talked to him since. Don't plan to.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Pick up 50 First Dates from my house, then walk the 2 blocks to his. We watch the movie, then he gets turned on. He sucks on my nipples and I can't help it, my hips are raising, my pussy is flooding, I want him so bad. Then it's his turn. I give him a blow job, and then another. I am REALLY turned on then. REALLY wet then. He stops me after that. Says well, I'm tired, gotta get up early to go to Mena. I think, nah, he's not serious. So we start walking back to my house. He leaves his door unlocked. I ask him bout it, saying we might end up having sex at my house, and does he really want to leave his door unlocked all that time. He says, no, we can't have sex. I shake my head. Speechless. Shocked. Disbelieving. You mean to tell me I'm not going to get anything tonight? Nothing?
He shakes his head no and keeps on walking.
I can't not say anything. I say, I just gave you TWO blowjobs and I get nothing!?!?
He is silent. Repeats the above excuse.
We walk the rest of the way in silence.
Gets me to my door and I can't stand to look at him anymore. Want him to disappear as quickly as possible. Don't want to think bout this. Am SOOOO pissed off.
He follows me in the house, right up to the counter, backs me up to it and kisses me.
I just want him to leave. I know if I say anything, he'll make a big deal about it and he will end up staying longer to explain himself. Seconds I can't stand.
He finally leaves.
I go to bed so mad it's a wonder I didn't start a damn fire with all the steam coming out of my ears.
Haven't talked to him since. Don't plan to.
What the fuck is wrong with me?