Jan 03, 2005 23:19
oh my god. i'm going crazy. i am so bored, but i don't want to do anything.
i am going to go to bed and wait for fill-in-the-blank, but i did want to point a few things out before i go:
1) forty one minutes until i turn 21. i hated being 20.
2) i am highly disappointed in myself tonight and that feeling i had in my tummy that i thought i had gotten rid of. note: this will change when i wake up tomorrow.
3) it's much easier when you're not alone.
4) o'charleys hate birthday party? renee?
and 5) i want a partner in crime. i'm just not cut out for this place, like i said, alone. does anyone want to put in an application or maybe a few suggestions as to where i can find one? i mean, i'm pretty awesome. okay, just sometimes.
i hope you randomly read this because i feel as though you might understand me.
okay, this made no sense ... especially not to me.