be calm. im comin to ya house to kiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllll yoooooooooooouuuuuuuuuu

[angelzson]

maryland completely destroyed duke in football yesterday...yea boy!so i read the ric flair book in like a day. it was great too, i learned so much. not only about a great person and icon of mine but also about wrestling in general. i actually think my whole mindset has changed on wrestling. i am also reading the autobiography of violent j, the outspoken leader of the insane clown posse. these two books are so different. there written VERY much alike but the stories are so different. flair was raised well with a wealthy family even though he was adopted (here in memphis). he had whatever he wanted growing up and he was raised very well. J on the other hand was raised in the slums of outer detroit. livin full ghetto style with nothing to his name but the clothes on his back. the flair book tells about his nice life as a child and how he got into wrestling and all of the stories of his long career. it doesnt spend that much time on his childhood because with no drama it just isnt that interesting, so it takes up like 2 or 3 chapters. the J book on the other hand...like half of it is about growing up. both of them are great reads and when im not asleep or busy at work im reading them. i have been stressing out bad at work lately. i had to work all of this past week and then i found out today i have to work straight through til saturday morning of this coming week. were not talking regular 8 hour shifts here either kids oh no. were talkin 12 hours minimum a day. that gives me enough time to powerwalk my ass home wash my uniform get to bed and wake up for work again. thats what i have been doing for the past week man. workin and sleepin. i dont see noone or talk to noone really. its sad but i gotta get this money while its here because u never know when tis gonna be gone.on a side note the memphis tigers lost today HAHAHAHAHa sorry it amuses me. so i have been going through a rough time of late. i have been watching everyone i know (i only consider a few of tehm friends now-a-days) goin out and havin their fun adn hangin out with thier buddys and shit while i work all the time and honestly it upsets me. but i guess theres nothing i can do about it, i cant expect them to sit at home and wait for me to get off...i never do. plus theres drama IN the house with mom and darren that i dont even really want to get into on here. basically im holding my ship up by myself and its gettin heavy. and remember when i said i didnt have a day off til saturday? well yea i got off saturday AND sunday and prolly monday too. i requested off for a special happening that....never ended up happening so now while mom and darren are in destin i am off work and just gonna be chillin around the crib alone...should be nice.

Stay.....ahh fuck it