Boredom. . . . .
I've been home for five days now and I'm bored out of my mind! I miss Matt terribly!!!
I haven't seen him since thursday and I won't see him again until this thursday or friday, depending on when he comes home. I call him a few times a day to talk to him but it seems like he doesn't want to talk to me. I know that he doesn't like talking on the phone but I miss him and I want to see how his day went and what he's doing. I don't think he misses me as much as I miss him. I love him so much!
I haven't slept good since I've been home. I toss and turn every night, or I wake up a lot and the it take me like 15 or 20 minutes to get back to sleep. I need my teddy bear,Matt. I'm conditioned. I'm so used to sleeping next to him that I sleep like shit when he's not next to me. The bed is so cold without him there. I know that sounds corny, but any girl who has a boyfriend, and sleeps in the same bed with him every night, knows what I mean. I can't wait for Matt to get here. I'm lonely :(
I'm at work right now working at two day job as a receptionist. It's kinda slow but I get to use the internet and shit. Plus I need the money so that I can pay back my Parents for the money I borrowed for christmas. But this $10 and hr job should do it so after tomorrow I'll have made enough to pay them back. Then any other jobs that I get before I go back up to school, will be pocket money. I'm so broke. I'm finding a job as soon and I get back up to school.
Well, I'm gonna surf the internet and try not to shoot myself, this Elevator Christmas music is driving me CRAZY!
Later,
-D-
I haven't seen him since thursday and I won't see him again until this thursday or friday, depending on when he comes home. I call him a few times a day to talk to him but it seems like he doesn't want to talk to me. I know that he doesn't like talking on the phone but I miss him and I want to see how his day went and what he's doing. I don't think he misses me as much as I miss him. I love him so much!
I haven't slept good since I've been home. I toss and turn every night, or I wake up a lot and the it take me like 15 or 20 minutes to get back to sleep. I need my teddy bear,Matt. I'm conditioned. I'm so used to sleeping next to him that I sleep like shit when he's not next to me. The bed is so cold without him there. I know that sounds corny, but any girl who has a boyfriend, and sleeps in the same bed with him every night, knows what I mean. I can't wait for Matt to get here. I'm lonely :(
I'm at work right now working at two day job as a receptionist. It's kinda slow but I get to use the internet and shit. Plus I need the money so that I can pay back my Parents for the money I borrowed for christmas. But this $10 and hr job should do it so after tomorrow I'll have made enough to pay them back. Then any other jobs that I get before I go back up to school, will be pocket money. I'm so broke. I'm finding a job as soon and I get back up to school.
Well, I'm gonna surf the internet and try not to shoot myself, this Elevator Christmas music is driving me CRAZY!
Later,
-D-