Attempting to write again

[angelzfurys]

So earlier this year I had my computer bag with all my writing both fan fiction and not stolen. It put me into a pretty deep depression and writers block. I didn't want to write anything, think about writing anything, all ideas were gone and I didn't even want to read other people's writing most of the time. I have been slowly working on getting out of my depression and interact with the world at large. Part of that is attempting to write again. Any writing at this stage is better than nothing but I hope I can get in a few hundred words now and again and build up the word count so I can try and get my big bang in for next year. Just writing this is hard for me and taking a bit of my time as I just don't feel that into it. I did manage to get some of my older works from my previous journals, AO3 and some friends who were betaing some works in progress but they have just been sitting on a new backup USB and hard drive and I am considering some kind of online storage like the cloud even though I don't trust things like that. Part of my getting back into writing is going to be going back and editing my older (not so good) works to try and get me in the mood. Some of my artist friends have been helping me out by showing/sending me things they have worked on for inktober and it has helped a bit. I doubt I'll get nanowrimo done this year but I'll give it a try anyway. They have lots of support for writes in their community. I wish anyone participating in nano this year good luck.

On a side not Halloween is one of my favorite holidays and helping me feel better. I feel fairly good about getting dressed up this year and I will put out a few decorations even if I don't feel up to carving a pumpkin since all my creativity is gone at the moment.