Nov 08, 2007 15:36
i hate my fucking life right now. this is too hard working 2 jobs and going to school full time. i get bitched at from my parents now that i need to give them all my fucking money im making right now, and it sucks because now i cant even pay my own fucking bills. and on top of that, im working so much that i've been skipping my classes just so i can finish my homework...and to them im not doing anything right and that im completley selfish and i need to move out of my house. This isnt fucking fair....because now it seems like they expect me to have a 3rd job to pay my own fucking bills.
i hate living here, im depressed and stressed out more than i've ever been in my life. i lack self esteem from the way they treat me...and its too bad they're always drunk so i cant even tolerate a civilized conversation with them.
i play this bullshit off too good for anyone to even know, and it sucks because i cant do it anymore...the only thing keeping me here is that im almost done with school...then im out. but i dont even want to go anymore...i just dont want to fucking be here.