Well today I start my new job, but in somewhat of a somber mood. Some people may already know if you read my blog on myspace, but those who haven't...my ex roommate/good friend Josh Lucius died Friday Dec 23rd at the age of 24, more shocking than that was that he died from a massive heart attack....a heart attack at 24 from a 100% blocked main artery to his heart. This is something that doesn't seem at all possible. It makes my mom's statement "You need to eat healthier" all that more surreal. Josh was a lover of bacon and fast food...but you would never think that all that would accumulate so fast in the heart of a 24 year old man. More upsetting is that despite all the mistakes in life he made because of excessive drinking and drug use, he had finally cleaned himself up and was finally starting to get his life back on track. Doctor said he had 2 minor heart attacks before the massive one at the hospital. I am still in disbelief, in the back of my mind I keep think its just one of Josh's practical jokes, but I know death is one subject he would never joke about.
To Josh: I am going to miss you buddy. We had alot of good times, and despite our falling out, I am glad I got to spend some time with you before you left. Its a shame that this happened to you know, finally when things were starting to go well for you. I hope you find the happiness and contentment you were seeking. To know you was to love you, and many times hate you LOL, but you were a loyal friend to many. Take care.
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