Passenger Seat
Title: Passenger Seat
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Yesung/Kibum
Warnings: smut
Summary: Just a requested Kisung smut for a good friend's birthday.
The wind feels cool and refreshing against his cheeks despite the sun being high in the sky and glowing warmly that mid-summer day. Kibum had rolled down the windows of his yellow Chevrolet Camaro because he wanted to smell the fresh air for a change. He looked at his fuel gauge and scowled when the needle pointed near EMPTY. He needs to refuel. Quick. Before he totally runs on empty and put himself in a troublesome situation. Luckily, there's a gas station just a few meters ahead and he heaves a sigh of relief. He speeds up towards the station and quickly jumps out as soon as he shuts the engine off. He scans the place and notes that there are three pumps which are all relatively new. To the right side is a car wash tent while to the other side of the gas station is a cafe. He smiles to himself and decides to go check out the cafe after he refuels since it's already two in the afternoon and he hasn't had lunch yet. A young boy whom he assumes could not be older than him approaches with a smile and a slight bow and asks ....
"Diesel, premium, or unleaded?"
"Unleaded. Make it full." He replies with a smile. It takes a few minutes and the boy comes back and tells him his car is now filled. He pays the bill using his American Express Card and thanks the boy.
KIbum gets back into his car and drives but only just to park outside the cafe where he has decided he will take his late lunch although he doubts they still serve the meal at this hour. He shrugs as he gets out of the car and walks towards the door of the cafe. He smiles widely upon entering as he sweeps the interior of the quaint and cozy place. It looks nothing like a cafe or any establishment of sorts but more like someone's home. It has the feel too as he walks in and runs his fingers on the back of a white two-seater sofa with a bunch of round differently coloured throw pillows. He sits down and looks around the place once more smiling as he does and thinks that he might just like this town. There are other people inside the cafe who are sitting on other white two-seater sofas and they are either drinking coffee or eating something while reading newspaper.
"Hi! My name is Jongwoon." Jongwoon smiles at Kibum as he hands him a menu and Kibum couldn't help but notice that Jongwoon is cute. The way that Jongwoon's eyes sparkle when he smiles makes Kibum want to be friends with him.
"Hi! I'm Kibum." Kibum orders ham and cheese sandwich with iced lemon tea. He asks Jongwoon to sit and chat with him when his order comes and Jongwoon is kind enough to grant his request. Kibum enjoys eating while talking with Jongwoon just because Jongwoon's smile is so warm and sincere. Kibum is hesitant to leave even though it has been one hour after he finished his order. He wants to stay and just be with Jongwoon.
"Umm...Jongwoon-ssi, would you like to come with me?" Kibum blushes a little realizing that it might seem weird to others that he would ask someone he has only known for an hour to go somewhere with him.
"Eh?" Jongwoon is surprised that Kibum seems to like his company that much. "Where are we going, Kibum-ssi?"
"I was thinking maybe you can show me around. I'm not really familiar with this town. And I'm afraid I might get lost." Kibum scratches the back of his head as he smiles sheepishly and looks everywhere except at Jongwoon out of embarassment. He waits nervously as jongwoon tilts his head a little to the side while thinking.
"Um..Okay. Although I have to warn you....there really isn't much to see around here being such a small town and all." Kibum breaks into a grin. It doesn't really matter to him if there is nothing to see in this town because he can have his eyes' fill just by looking at Jongwoon.
Driving in your car
With the windows down
And a beat up stereo
Struggle with this town
Cause you love to hate it
But hate to let it go
And we're all alone
And so tired of being underrated
So don't take me home
Cause I feel alive when you come and save me
Kibum finds himself liking Jongwoon more and more everyday since that day. Sometimes they would go down to the beach and walk barefooted on the shore and chase each other until they are both breathless. Sometimes they would go to the cliff that overlooks the beach and just sit there while watching the sunset paint the entire horizon in shades of breathtaking beauty. But despite all the natural beauty that surrounds them Kibum thinks that nature's best work is Jongwoon. As for Jongwoon, there is nothing more breathtaking and more dazzling than Kibum and his smile.
Kibum doesn't understand why he is constantly thinking of Jongwoon. Why he thinks of Jongwoon as soon as he opens his eyes in the morning. Why he feels sad when Jongwoon is not in his family's cafe to run errands for his mother when Kibum comes. Or why he waits anxiously for Jongwoon to come back from those errands. Or why he heaves a sigh of relief the moment he sees Jongwoon. Kibum really doesn't understand at all altough a small part of him is shouting at him that he is most obviously falling in love for Jongwoon.
Jongwoon also doesn't understand why he blushes when ever Kibum smiles at him. Or why he always waits for Kibum to show up and take him away in that yellow car of his. Why his heart seems to jump whenever Kibum brushes against him. Jongwoon can admit to himself that he finds Kibum extremely attractive but he could never admit to himself that he feels something special for his tourist friend. Well, it's not really a matter of not being able to admit his feelings but the fact that he shouldn't. Because Kibum is just a tourist. Just here in Jongwoon's small town for the summer and will soon go back to the USA where his family is.
When you go
Can you come and find me
Wanna be beside you
When you leave this town
"I want to be an actor. A famous actor. someday." Kibum looks to the vast ocean in front of them. They are once again on the clearing near the cliff sitting on the hood of Kibum's yellow car. The setting sun casts a warm orange glow to the surrounding. There are so many things that Jongwoon wants to tell Kibum but can't. He fears that Kibum might not understand so he keeps them to himself. WIth the weight of his emotions feeling heavy on his heart, Jongwoon lets out a sigh and looks at the horizon now tinted red and orange as the sun's light fades.
"I'm sure you will succeed, Kibum-ah. And you won't just be famous. You will be the most handsome actor in the whole world." Jongwoon turns to his left to look at Kibum, the last rays of sunlight hitting his face captures Jongwoon's breath. Kibum looks so breathtakingly handsome it's almost ethereal and Jongwoon feels his heart constrict. As Kibum turns to look at Jongwoon, he catches the older boy's eyes and they stare at each other, lost in each other's eyes. They feel like falling into an unknown depth, something not unlike a whirlpool in the middle of a blackhole. It takes a long moment before they become aware of their environment again, gasping at the same time. kibum lowers his eyes as Jongwoon turns his gaze back to the now red-tinted horizon as the moon starts to reveal itself in the early night sky.
Kibum's eyes falls on Jongwoon's tiny hands resting between their thighs and he wonders what it would feel like to hold the other's hands in his with their fingers intertwined. Feeling brave as he had just been complimented for his looks, Kibum slowly reach for Jongwoon's baby hands (well, that's what he calls it :P). Jongwoon gasps when Kibum's hand comes in contact with his. He looks down on his hand that is now covered by Kibum's an dblushes at the suggestive intimacy of the other's action. Kibum smiles as Jongwoon lowers his and relaxing although still blushing. Kibum, now feeling a lot braver upon seeing Jongwoon's reaction, moves to intertwine their fingers. Having grown up in the States, Kibum is not one for hiding his feelings when he is sure about it. He knows he has fallen for the other boy and understands that Jongwoon might not feel the same about him, but to hell with consequences, he needs to tell him. He needs to tell Jongwoon or he would never be able to live with himself thinking of "what ifs". He has decided that morning the very moment he woke up that today is as good as any to confess his feelings. He takes a deep breath and clears his throat.
I wanna be someone
If you take me away
All the pain will change into a memory
"Jongwoon-ah..." Jongwoon is sure the entire town can hear his heartbeat and how it is thumping frantically at the moment. He couldn't bring himself to look at Kibum so he hums to let the other know that he is listening.
"Hmm?" Kibum wants Jongwoon to look him in the eyes so he reaches out his hand to cup the other boy's cheek and turn his face to look at him.
"Jongwoon-ah, I hope you will understand what I'm about to say. I hope you will believe me because what I'm about to say comes from my heart. If in case you don't feel the same for me I hope we can still be friends. But I really really hope that i am not wrong in thinking that you feel at least a bit for me also." Jongwoon can feel his eyes going bleary so he blinks in an attempt to clear his vision. His mind is racing while he holds his breath in anticipation of Kibum's next words.
"I love you, Jongwoon-ah." Jongwoon sees the honesty in Kibum's face and he could feel that the words just spoken is indeed from the younger boy's heart so he doesn't make the slightest movement as Kibum leans into him and gives him a chaste kiss. Jongwoon's first kiss. It might be just a kiss, just lips connecting in a tender and innocent way but it feels perfect. Jongwoon closes his eyes to savor that moment, Kibum's lips pressed against his, their breaths mixing and their hearts both wildly beating. Words are no longer necessary. They both know. They both understand. Kibum pulls away and looks at Jongwoon's flushed face and Kibum thinks he'd like to spend the rest of his days with the boy beside him.
Jongwoon and Kibum spends the rest of the summer together. But summers end and give way to autumn and before long they find themselves parting because summer vacation is over and Kibum needs to go back to New York for the opening of the semester.
"I will come back next summer. Please wait for me, Jongwoonie." The sadness in Kibum's heart is overflowing and threatens to fall from his eyes as he hugs Jongwoon tightly in his arms.
"I will. But promise me you will take care of yourself, okay?" Jongwoon buries his face in Kibum's shoulder inhaling the scent of the boy he loves as if trying to etch it in his senses and memory. Kibum will be leaving in the morning and Jongwoon has decided not to go see him off to the airport afraid that he might not be able to let go of the former if he had to watch him leave.
Jongwoon's mom gave him permission to sleep at Kibum's house so that they could spend the last few hours of the latter's stay together. Now they are in Kibum's car watching the sunset on that place where they first put into words their feelings. Kibum grips Jongwoon's chin in his index and thumb and tilts his head up for a kiss. What started as a sweet innocent kiss gets deeper and more passionate as both lovers try to express how much they love each other. Kibum doesn't want to leave Jongwoon. But partings are always a part of life so they accept it and just hope that the next summer comes soon. As seasons change so does people's lives. The spring brings new things to life like the budding of new leaves and flowers and happy chirping of birds. When Jongwoon's father tells his family that he has been moved to the company's branch in Seoul, he nearly protested but being the good son that he is he kept quiet despite hating the fact that they will be moving to a new home. He's been anticipating the arrival of summer because it will bring someone back to him.
I was a mixed up kid
And you were my sanity
In a yellow car
We don't even have to go that far
Cause that song you're playing
Sounds like peace on a radio
To say that Jongwoon is heartbroken is an understatement. He's devastated. Just after the end of school their family packed up and left. He is no longer able to go to the seaside that Kibum loved. And what hurts him the most is that Kibum might have come back but it was him who wasn't there anymore. He mentally slaps himself for not even remembering to ask the boy of his email address. Jongwoon sighs in frustration as there was nothing else he could do. This summer is the second after that blissful and love-filled one he had with Kibum. Now that school is over and there's nothing to occupy his mind and keep him busy, Jongwoon is once again filled with sadness and longing. He longs to see the brilliant smile that never failed to warm his heart, the sparkling eyes that looked at him in the most tender of ways, and most of all he longs to hear that sweet voice that made him shiver whenever it whispered 'I love you'.
Jongwoon is pulled back to earth from his reverie by his mother's voice just outside his bedroom door just before he hears the door creak open.
"Jongwoonie don't forget the audition at 10 o'clock. You should take a shower before taking your breakfast."
"Mom! Do I really have to go?" Jongwoon is so distressed to say the least. His mom didn't even ask him and just went on and signed him up for an audition at SM Entertainment when she saw on the internet that they are holding auditions for teenage boys.
"Kim Jongwoon, you listen to me well. Your voice is beautiful. I am sure everyone there will praise you for it. I believe it's about time you show the world your talent. It will be such a waste if you have what it takes and just keep it for yourself. Now, c'mon! Be a good son and make your mother proud!"
"Aish! You're just saying that because you are my mom." Jongwoon crosses his arms on his chest and pouts earning him an amused giggle from his mother.
"Aigoo! And you are so cute also. They will have to be blind and deaf if you don't pass that audition. And no, I am not saying this because I am your mother. Your teachers all say that you have such a remarkable voice so they all have my back on this. Now get up and shower so you don't get late." Jongwoon's mom smiles as her son slowly gets off the bed and head for the shower. Talk about the hardships of being a mom.
Jongwoon arrives at the SM Entertainment building with fifteen minutes to spare. He cues up at the information table and receives a number. Eighty seven. He waits for his turn and immediately goes in when his number is called. There are five people seated behind a long table when he enters the audition room. A microphone stand is at the left corner of the medium-sized room which has glass on the entire front wall across the panel of judges. One of the judges motions for him to take the microphone and so he goes to take it. He bows to the five men and greets them.
"Good morning. My name is Kim Jongwoon." He can feel his palms becoming wet with his perspiration and suddenly he finds the airconditioned room stuffy and suffocating. He takes a deep breath to steady himself. One of the judges takes hold of a microphone on the table.
"Good morning, Jongwoon-ssi. Your information sheet says you are eighteen years old, is that correct?"
"Yes, sir, that is correct."
"Your family moved here from Cheonan?" The man continues to ask him questions that Jongwoon thinks is irrelevant to the reason why he is standing where he is now and almost shaking from nerves. But Jongwoon fights the urge to stutter and show the men that he is nervous more than a man in a guillotine.
"That is also true, sir."
"It also says here that you love to sing. Can you sing a song for us, Jongwoon-ssi?"
"Yes, sir. Do you have a song in mind that you would like me to sing, sir?"
"Just sing what you think will showcase your voice best. A cappella." Jongwoon opens his mouth to sing. It's an old Korean love song that is quite difficult for most singers since there are some parts where the song needs to be sung on a very low key and some parts that are really high but since Jongwoon is used to singing in the choir he makes use of his experience and sings the song with perfect use of rubato and vibrato. The five men in front of him start whispering to each other and Jongwoon decides to close his eyes while singing so he won't be distracted. Finally, he ends the song with a prolonged soft note and opens his eyes to five smiling men some of which were nodding and clapping.
"I believe we have got ourselves our main vocalist, gentlemen." The man in the middle said and the others nodded their assent.
"Welcome to SM Entertainment, Kim Jongwoon-ssi. But I hope you wouldn't mind if we change your stage name to Yesung."
"Yesung?"
"Yes, Yesung. Art-like voice." Jongwoon couldn't quite believe his luck! He smiles and bows to the five judges in front.
"Thank you, sir!"
"Please go to the second door on the left and give the guy there this paper." The man motions Jongwoon to come to the table while signing the paper. Jongwoon takes it and bows again before leaving the room through the door on the opposite side of where he came in. He opens the folded paper and sees a stamped PASSED and signature that reads Lee SoMan. He knocks on the second door and sees a young man with an ID hanging around his chest who takes the paper from him.
"Kim Jongwoon? Or Yesung?"
"My name is Kim Jongwoon. But Mr. Lee said they want to change it to Yesung." Jongwoon answers shyly.
"Ahh, so the boss gave you a new name huh? You must have a really good voice. Boss only gives names to those who are exceptional." The guy smiles knowingly and Jongwoon couldn't help but just blush and lower his head as he is ushered inside the room where a group of teenagers are already seated on the floor in a circle. Jongwoon sits down in a space big enough for at least two persons and smiles at the others. The boy on his right extends a hand at him and Jongwoon shakes it.
"Park Jungsu. But you can call me Leeteuk." The boy's dimples make him look like an angel and Jongwoon can't help but smile back. Special huh?
"Kim Jongwoon. But you can call me Yesung."
"Art-like voice? Mr. Lee gave you a name also?"
"Umm...yeah. I don't think it fits though."
"Of course it does fit! Just your husky speaking voice already tells me you must be a good singer." Yesung scratches his head. He doesn't know what else to say. He was never one to brag about his singing talent much less call himself names. Only to his family and to Kibum has he been really comfortable of showing off his talent. Kibum has once said his voice could be his ticket to fame and fortune. Yesung sighs as his thoughts go back to Kibum. Yesung wishes he was back to that summer. That summer that brought him Kibum. That summer that changed his life forever. There is another knock on the door and Yesung looks up. His heart stops beating at the sight that greets him. There at the slightly open door stands a handsome boy with jet black hair and radiant smile. The boy hands his paper to the guy at the door as Jongwoon blinks rapidly, not believing his own eyes. He thinks he must be dreaming. But when the boy glances at him and breaks into his most brilliant smile Yesung knows it is real. The boy walks fast towards him in almost a run and tackles him to the floor in a tight hug.
"Jongwoonie!" Yesung nearly chokes but manages to hug back the boy.
"Kibum-ah" Yesung whispers, slightly breathless at how tightly the other boy is hugging him.
"I've missed you, Jongwoonie. I've missed you so much!"
"I've missed you too, Kibum-ah. But can you...can you let go? I-I can't breathe." Kibum helps Yesung to sit up and notices that the other is already red in the face. Yesung introduces Kibum to Leeteuk and they both explain how they know each other although they deliberately left out the part about them being lovers. Jongwoon makes a mental note to thank his mother later. Kibum's smile seems permanent. Ever since he saw Jongwoon, his smile has never left his face and this makes the latter quite happy. Oh how he missed Kibum's smile that could light up an entire country!
"So....it's Yesung now huh?" Yesung turns a darker shade of red at the mention of the new name and Kibum's accompanying smirk.
"Umm...yeah." Leeteuk couldn't help but smile also at the bashful and blushing Yesung.
"I told you, didn't I? I'd bet my bottom dollar that no one in this room has a better voice than yours."
"Y-y-yah! Don't talk like that!" Leeteuk laughs hard as Yesung slaps Kibum's arms and turns even redder.
"Ow! But I'm just saying the truth! Have you heard him sing, Leeteuk-ssi?" Kibum turns to Leeteuk. By now almost all the occupants of the room has turned their attention to the three who is causing the commotion.
"No, but I would love to." Leeteuk replies with a grin clearly catching on Kibum's real intention.
"Jongwoonie, sing for us neh? Please?" Kibum looks at Yesung with pleading eyes and demure smile that he knows the latter could never refuse. Yesung sighs in defeat.
"Fine." He furrows his brows thinking of what song to sing.
"Sing my favorite, Jongwoonie." Yesung couldn't stop his heart from melting at Kibum's sweet smile so he nods and takes a deep breath.
".....you are the sunshine of my life......" When Yesung started singing not a lot of people paid attention to them so it surprises him to hear applause from almost everyone. He blushes madly and hides in the sleeves of Kibum's shirt. Just then the door opens and Lee SooMan enters. Everyone's attention easily turns to the big boss of SM Entertainment.
"Boys! Welcome to SM Entertainment! I am so happy to have gathered such a promising group of young men who will be the next idols of not just South Korea but of the entire world. Everyone here is so talented and gifted that we can't wait to train you and hone your skills. Starting tomorrow all twelve of you will train and live together in the dorm that will be provided to you. We shall make all arrangements necessary for everyone. As for today I will ask all of you to return to your families and we will contact them to get their written consent. Details of your training will be discussed tomorrow. If you have any questions please ask SeungHwan-ssi here. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to start making arrangements. See you all tomorrow!" Lee SooMan waves goodbye and disappears, leaving everyone staring at an empty spot.
"Would you like to ride with me, Yesungie? I wanna know where you live." Yesung again turns into a dark shade of red with the new pet name earning a delightful chuckle from Kibum.
"Yah! Kibum-ah stop teasing me if you don't want me to die of embarrassment. And you don't have to know where I live because we will be living in the same dorm."
"But I want to see your mom again. And Jongjin too." Kibum pouts and Yesung inwardly coos at the cuteness of his lover. Kibum leans closer so he could whisper in Yesung's ear. "And I'd like to spend some alone time with you....catching up and stuff." Yesung thinks he will faint so he just nods. They both say goodbye to Leeteuk and the others after some instructions from SeungHwan and head for Kibum's car in the parking lot just outside the building. Yesung's mom is delighted to see Kibum again and is simply ecstatic that they have been both accepted into SM Entertainment. The two boys head upstairs to Yesung's room after a long chat with his mom. Yesung closes the door once inside the room and gasps as Kibum suddenly pins him to the door and starts kissing him. After he regains his senses, Yesung kisses back with equal intensity until they are both breathless. Kibum presses their foreheads together as they catch their breaths.
"Did you miss me, babe?" Yesung turns red again at the new term of endearment given to him.
"Yes....so much." Kibum smiles at the response of his cute and bashful lover. He pelts Yesung's face with kisses in between his words.
"I.. *kiss*.. missed.. *kiss*... you... *kiss*... so... *kiss*... so... *kiss*... much... *kiss*" Kibum captures Yesung's lips in another kiss that gets deeper by the second. Kibum's hands snake around Yesung's waist pulling the slightly smaller boy flush against his body and he couldn't prevent his lust from consuming him to his very core. He elicits a moan from Yesung as he rolls his hips against the latter's.
"Mmm...Kibum-ah..." Yesung closes his eyes to the foreign sensation that Kibum is awakening from him.
"I love you, babe. And I missed you so much." Kibum kisses Yesung's lips again but this time he pushes his tongue inside the latter's mouth exploring every nook and cranny that he could reach. Yesung's throathy moans just adds fuel to the fire now raging inside Kibum so he grinds their hips in search of that delicious friction that awakens the sleeping desire in Yesung. Yesung grinds back in response and grips the back of Kibum's head with his hands pulling the younger boy closer while their tongues are engaged in a frantic dance.
A pleasure-filled moan permeates the entire room as Kibum palms Yesung's growing bulge smirking as he feels it getting harder. He applies more pressure as Yesung's grip on his nape tightens as if the latter is holding on for dear life while drowning in an ocean of pleasure and desire. Its not that Yesung has never experienced pleasure before. He had made use of his hands in the past whenever he woke up in the morning with a hard on. But to have someone work magic on him and set his body on fire with lust, want, and carnal desire is something foreign to Yesung because he and Kibum never went beyond hugging and kissing before. Kibum's lips finds their way down to Yesung's neck as his hand dips inside Yesung's jeans wanting to feel the rock hard cock bare against his palm. Yesung looks into Kibum's eyes and is startled by the dark haze of lust and need reflected in them but at the same time delighted in the knowledge that he can affect his lover in that way. Yesung lets out another moan as Kibum's hand wraps around his pulsing hardness and runs his thumb across the leaking slit.
"Ngh...ahh...K-Kibum...ple-please." Yesung pleads desperately while rolling his eyes to the back of his head at the never ending waves of pleasure crashing upon him. He doesn't even know what he's pleading for but it seems that the other boy does because he then walks backwards leading the two of them to the bed. He takes out his hand to unbutton and unzip Yesung's pants and pull the said clothing together with the navy blue boxers. He then pulls Yesung's shirt over his head leaving him completely naked before stripping himself of every piece of clothing on his own body. He engages Yesung once again in a heated kiss while gently pushing him down on his back onto the awaiting bed. Yesung pulls Kibum by the waist making their naked hard cocks brush against each other resulting in wanton moans to escape their lips.
"Mmmm... I love you, Jongwoon." Kibum moans huskily into Yesung's ear as he pinches the latter's nipples with his fingers.
"Ngh...I love you too, Kibum-ah." Yesung's right hand finds its way to Kibum's groin and strokes the hardened cock slowly earning him a low drawn-out moan of absolute pleasure. Kibum then makes his way down to suck on Yesung's nipple. Yesung feels like he is going to die from the pleasure overload that the other boy is giving him and yet he still wants more. A look into Kibum's eyes is all that it takes to know that the other wants the same.
"Do you have lube?" Kibum manages to ask through his pants.
"N-no."
"Oil?" Kibum asks hopefully. He doesn't want to stop just because they don't have lube but he doesn't want his lover to feel more pain than is necessary. He wants Yesung to enjoy their first time.
"Yes. O-over there." Yesung points to the dresser cabinet beside the night stand and Kibum quickly gets up to get it. He comes back just as quickly and hastens to open the bottle of oil so they could continue. He pours a generous amount into his palm as Yesung just watches with anxiety written all over his face. Kibum slicks his fingers and his cock with the oil before closing the bottle again and putting it down onto the floor. He gives his cock a few languid strokes before crawling on top of Yesung again and kissing his lover kiss-bruised lips. He inserts a finger inside Yesung's virgin hole and slowly moves it in and out careful not to cause any discomfort. He inserts another finger as Yesung doesn't seem to mind the presence of the first intruding finger. Yesung thinks the two digits are a bit uncomfortable but it didn't put out the tongues of flame that is burning his body in intense desire. He moans as Kibum's other hand wraps around his arousal squeezing it before pumping it slowly. When Kibum inserts a third finger he moans in both pain and pleasure. Kibum continues to finger fuck him until he is a writhing moaning mess. Yesung lets out a tiny whimper of protest as Kibum withdraws his fingers and positions the weeping head of his arousal at Yesung's entrance. He carefully pushes in and delights at the tightness and warmth that is Jongwoon's. He stops pushing as he gets halfway in and kisses Yesung once again successfully distracting him from the pain that is very much akin to being torn apart.
"Breathe, babe. Relax. It will feel good soon." And Yesung does as he was told, taking a calming breath again and again until the pain is dulled. He nods for Kibum to start moving. Kibum thinks he couldn't have held on much longer even if he tried so he pushed his cock all the way in. They start at a slow pace until Yesung starts moaning in pleasure again.
"Nghh...ahhh...faster.." It's finally Kibum's signal to release all his restraints and fuck Yesung hard and fast. He groans and throws his head back as the tightness and heat of Jongwoon's is making him feel like he is losing his sanity.
"Ahhhh....so tight babe...so good." Kibum thrusts frantically in and out of Yesung while pumping the latter's arousal eliciting loud moans and grunts. The pleasure is too much and soon they find themselves so close to falling off the edge.
"Ahh...nghh....Kibum-ah.....so close..." Yesung couldn't think coherently with the pleasure he is receiving crashing like giant waves down on him.
"Come for me babe." Kibum's thrusts is now erratic but still hard and deep with each thrust making the boy under him moan and mewl. A few more thrusts and tugs later Jongwoon comes in Kibum's hand while the clamping of Yesung's tight hole around his cock finally pushes Kibum off the edge and he comes inside Yesung. He rides them both from their orgasms as he milks Yesung's cock of all of his release. Finally, coming down from their high, Kibum drops down beside Yesung and pulls out laying himself on his back. Yesung closes his eyes as he catches his breath still backing in the after glow. Kibum pulls him closer to him and plants a kiss on his lips.
"I love you, babe." Yesung is once again dazzled by that smile.
"I love you too." Now Yesung doesn't wish to be back to that summer knowing that this summer and the ones that will come there after will be better than the previous one.
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Rating: NC17
Pairing: Yesung/Kibum
Warnings: smut
Summary: Just a requested Kisung smut for a good friend's birthday.
The wind feels cool and refreshing against his cheeks despite the sun being high in the sky and glowing warmly that mid-summer day. Kibum had rolled down the windows of his yellow Chevrolet Camaro because he wanted to smell the fresh air for a change. He looked at his fuel gauge and scowled when the needle pointed near EMPTY. He needs to refuel. Quick. Before he totally runs on empty and put himself in a troublesome situation. Luckily, there's a gas station just a few meters ahead and he heaves a sigh of relief. He speeds up towards the station and quickly jumps out as soon as he shuts the engine off. He scans the place and notes that there are three pumps which are all relatively new. To the right side is a car wash tent while to the other side of the gas station is a cafe. He smiles to himself and decides to go check out the cafe after he refuels since it's already two in the afternoon and he hasn't had lunch yet. A young boy whom he assumes could not be older than him approaches with a smile and a slight bow and asks ....
"Diesel, premium, or unleaded?"
"Unleaded. Make it full." He replies with a smile. It takes a few minutes and the boy comes back and tells him his car is now filled. He pays the bill using his American Express Card and thanks the boy.
KIbum gets back into his car and drives but only just to park outside the cafe where he has decided he will take his late lunch although he doubts they still serve the meal at this hour. He shrugs as he gets out of the car and walks towards the door of the cafe. He smiles widely upon entering as he sweeps the interior of the quaint and cozy place. It looks nothing like a cafe or any establishment of sorts but more like someone's home. It has the feel too as he walks in and runs his fingers on the back of a white two-seater sofa with a bunch of round differently coloured throw pillows. He sits down and looks around the place once more smiling as he does and thinks that he might just like this town. There are other people inside the cafe who are sitting on other white two-seater sofas and they are either drinking coffee or eating something while reading newspaper.
"Hi! My name is Jongwoon." Jongwoon smiles at Kibum as he hands him a menu and Kibum couldn't help but notice that Jongwoon is cute. The way that Jongwoon's eyes sparkle when he smiles makes Kibum want to be friends with him.
"Hi! I'm Kibum." Kibum orders ham and cheese sandwich with iced lemon tea. He asks Jongwoon to sit and chat with him when his order comes and Jongwoon is kind enough to grant his request. Kibum enjoys eating while talking with Jongwoon just because Jongwoon's smile is so warm and sincere. Kibum is hesitant to leave even though it has been one hour after he finished his order. He wants to stay and just be with Jongwoon.
"Umm...Jongwoon-ssi, would you like to come with me?" Kibum blushes a little realizing that it might seem weird to others that he would ask someone he has only known for an hour to go somewhere with him.
"Eh?" Jongwoon is surprised that Kibum seems to like his company that much. "Where are we going, Kibum-ssi?"
"I was thinking maybe you can show me around. I'm not really familiar with this town. And I'm afraid I might get lost." Kibum scratches the back of his head as he smiles sheepishly and looks everywhere except at Jongwoon out of embarassment. He waits nervously as jongwoon tilts his head a little to the side while thinking.
"Um..Okay. Although I have to warn you....there really isn't much to see around here being such a small town and all." Kibum breaks into a grin. It doesn't really matter to him if there is nothing to see in this town because he can have his eyes' fill just by looking at Jongwoon.
Driving in your car
With the windows down
And a beat up stereo
Struggle with this town
Cause you love to hate it
But hate to let it go
And we're all alone
And so tired of being underrated
So don't take me home
Cause I feel alive when you come and save me
Kibum finds himself liking Jongwoon more and more everyday since that day. Sometimes they would go down to the beach and walk barefooted on the shore and chase each other until they are both breathless. Sometimes they would go to the cliff that overlooks the beach and just sit there while watching the sunset paint the entire horizon in shades of breathtaking beauty. But despite all the natural beauty that surrounds them Kibum thinks that nature's best work is Jongwoon. As for Jongwoon, there is nothing more breathtaking and more dazzling than Kibum and his smile.
Kibum doesn't understand why he is constantly thinking of Jongwoon. Why he thinks of Jongwoon as soon as he opens his eyes in the morning. Why he feels sad when Jongwoon is not in his family's cafe to run errands for his mother when Kibum comes. Or why he waits anxiously for Jongwoon to come back from those errands. Or why he heaves a sigh of relief the moment he sees Jongwoon. Kibum really doesn't understand at all altough a small part of him is shouting at him that he is most obviously falling in love for Jongwoon.
Jongwoon also doesn't understand why he blushes when ever Kibum smiles at him. Or why he always waits for Kibum to show up and take him away in that yellow car of his. Why his heart seems to jump whenever Kibum brushes against him. Jongwoon can admit to himself that he finds Kibum extremely attractive but he could never admit to himself that he feels something special for his tourist friend. Well, it's not really a matter of not being able to admit his feelings but the fact that he shouldn't. Because Kibum is just a tourist. Just here in Jongwoon's small town for the summer and will soon go back to the USA where his family is.
When you go
Can you come and find me
Wanna be beside you
When you leave this town
"I want to be an actor. A famous actor. someday." Kibum looks to the vast ocean in front of them. They are once again on the clearing near the cliff sitting on the hood of Kibum's yellow car. The setting sun casts a warm orange glow to the surrounding. There are so many things that Jongwoon wants to tell Kibum but can't. He fears that Kibum might not understand so he keeps them to himself. WIth the weight of his emotions feeling heavy on his heart, Jongwoon lets out a sigh and looks at the horizon now tinted red and orange as the sun's light fades.
"I'm sure you will succeed, Kibum-ah. And you won't just be famous. You will be the most handsome actor in the whole world." Jongwoon turns to his left to look at Kibum, the last rays of sunlight hitting his face captures Jongwoon's breath. Kibum looks so breathtakingly handsome it's almost ethereal and Jongwoon feels his heart constrict. As Kibum turns to look at Jongwoon, he catches the older boy's eyes and they stare at each other, lost in each other's eyes. They feel like falling into an unknown depth, something not unlike a whirlpool in the middle of a blackhole. It takes a long moment before they become aware of their environment again, gasping at the same time. kibum lowers his eyes as Jongwoon turns his gaze back to the now red-tinted horizon as the moon starts to reveal itself in the early night sky.
Kibum's eyes falls on Jongwoon's tiny hands resting between their thighs and he wonders what it would feel like to hold the other's hands in his with their fingers intertwined. Feeling brave as he had just been complimented for his looks, Kibum slowly reach for Jongwoon's baby hands (well, that's what he calls it :P). Jongwoon gasps when Kibum's hand comes in contact with his. He looks down on his hand that is now covered by Kibum's an dblushes at the suggestive intimacy of the other's action. Kibum smiles as Jongwoon lowers his and relaxing although still blushing. Kibum, now feeling a lot braver upon seeing Jongwoon's reaction, moves to intertwine their fingers. Having grown up in the States, Kibum is not one for hiding his feelings when he is sure about it. He knows he has fallen for the other boy and understands that Jongwoon might not feel the same about him, but to hell with consequences, he needs to tell him. He needs to tell Jongwoon or he would never be able to live with himself thinking of "what ifs". He has decided that morning the very moment he woke up that today is as good as any to confess his feelings. He takes a deep breath and clears his throat.
I wanna be someone
If you take me away
All the pain will change into a memory
"Jongwoon-ah..." Jongwoon is sure the entire town can hear his heartbeat and how it is thumping frantically at the moment. He couldn't bring himself to look at Kibum so he hums to let the other know that he is listening.
"Hmm?" Kibum wants Jongwoon to look him in the eyes so he reaches out his hand to cup the other boy's cheek and turn his face to look at him.
"Jongwoon-ah, I hope you will understand what I'm about to say. I hope you will believe me because what I'm about to say comes from my heart. If in case you don't feel the same for me I hope we can still be friends. But I really really hope that i am not wrong in thinking that you feel at least a bit for me also." Jongwoon can feel his eyes going bleary so he blinks in an attempt to clear his vision. His mind is racing while he holds his breath in anticipation of Kibum's next words.
"I love you, Jongwoon-ah." Jongwoon sees the honesty in Kibum's face and he could feel that the words just spoken is indeed from the younger boy's heart so he doesn't make the slightest movement as Kibum leans into him and gives him a chaste kiss. Jongwoon's first kiss. It might be just a kiss, just lips connecting in a tender and innocent way but it feels perfect. Jongwoon closes his eyes to savor that moment, Kibum's lips pressed against his, their breaths mixing and their hearts both wildly beating. Words are no longer necessary. They both know. They both understand. Kibum pulls away and looks at Jongwoon's flushed face and Kibum thinks he'd like to spend the rest of his days with the boy beside him.
Jongwoon and Kibum spends the rest of the summer together. But summers end and give way to autumn and before long they find themselves parting because summer vacation is over and Kibum needs to go back to New York for the opening of the semester.
"I will come back next summer. Please wait for me, Jongwoonie." The sadness in Kibum's heart is overflowing and threatens to fall from his eyes as he hugs Jongwoon tightly in his arms.
"I will. But promise me you will take care of yourself, okay?" Jongwoon buries his face in Kibum's shoulder inhaling the scent of the boy he loves as if trying to etch it in his senses and memory. Kibum will be leaving in the morning and Jongwoon has decided not to go see him off to the airport afraid that he might not be able to let go of the former if he had to watch him leave.
Jongwoon's mom gave him permission to sleep at Kibum's house so that they could spend the last few hours of the latter's stay together. Now they are in Kibum's car watching the sunset on that place where they first put into words their feelings. Kibum grips Jongwoon's chin in his index and thumb and tilts his head up for a kiss. What started as a sweet innocent kiss gets deeper and more passionate as both lovers try to express how much they love each other. Kibum doesn't want to leave Jongwoon. But partings are always a part of life so they accept it and just hope that the next summer comes soon. As seasons change so does people's lives. The spring brings new things to life like the budding of new leaves and flowers and happy chirping of birds. When Jongwoon's father tells his family that he has been moved to the company's branch in Seoul, he nearly protested but being the good son that he is he kept quiet despite hating the fact that they will be moving to a new home. He's been anticipating the arrival of summer because it will bring someone back to him.
I was a mixed up kid
And you were my sanity
In a yellow car
We don't even have to go that far
Cause that song you're playing
Sounds like peace on a radio
To say that Jongwoon is heartbroken is an understatement. He's devastated. Just after the end of school their family packed up and left. He is no longer able to go to the seaside that Kibum loved. And what hurts him the most is that Kibum might have come back but it was him who wasn't there anymore. He mentally slaps himself for not even remembering to ask the boy of his email address. Jongwoon sighs in frustration as there was nothing else he could do. This summer is the second after that blissful and love-filled one he had with Kibum. Now that school is over and there's nothing to occupy his mind and keep him busy, Jongwoon is once again filled with sadness and longing. He longs to see the brilliant smile that never failed to warm his heart, the sparkling eyes that looked at him in the most tender of ways, and most of all he longs to hear that sweet voice that made him shiver whenever it whispered 'I love you'.
Jongwoon is pulled back to earth from his reverie by his mother's voice just outside his bedroom door just before he hears the door creak open.
"Jongwoonie don't forget the audition at 10 o'clock. You should take a shower before taking your breakfast."
"Mom! Do I really have to go?" Jongwoon is so distressed to say the least. His mom didn't even ask him and just went on and signed him up for an audition at SM Entertainment when she saw on the internet that they are holding auditions for teenage boys.
"Kim Jongwoon, you listen to me well. Your voice is beautiful. I am sure everyone there will praise you for it. I believe it's about time you show the world your talent. It will be such a waste if you have what it takes and just keep it for yourself. Now, c'mon! Be a good son and make your mother proud!"
"Aish! You're just saying that because you are my mom." Jongwoon crosses his arms on his chest and pouts earning him an amused giggle from his mother.
"Aigoo! And you are so cute also. They will have to be blind and deaf if you don't pass that audition. And no, I am not saying this because I am your mother. Your teachers all say that you have such a remarkable voice so they all have my back on this. Now get up and shower so you don't get late." Jongwoon's mom smiles as her son slowly gets off the bed and head for the shower. Talk about the hardships of being a mom.
Jongwoon arrives at the SM Entertainment building with fifteen minutes to spare. He cues up at the information table and receives a number. Eighty seven. He waits for his turn and immediately goes in when his number is called. There are five people seated behind a long table when he enters the audition room. A microphone stand is at the left corner of the medium-sized room which has glass on the entire front wall across the panel of judges. One of the judges motions for him to take the microphone and so he goes to take it. He bows to the five men and greets them.
"Good morning. My name is Kim Jongwoon." He can feel his palms becoming wet with his perspiration and suddenly he finds the airconditioned room stuffy and suffocating. He takes a deep breath to steady himself. One of the judges takes hold of a microphone on the table.
"Good morning, Jongwoon-ssi. Your information sheet says you are eighteen years old, is that correct?"
"Yes, sir, that is correct."
"Your family moved here from Cheonan?" The man continues to ask him questions that Jongwoon thinks is irrelevant to the reason why he is standing where he is now and almost shaking from nerves. But Jongwoon fights the urge to stutter and show the men that he is nervous more than a man in a guillotine.
"That is also true, sir."
"It also says here that you love to sing. Can you sing a song for us, Jongwoon-ssi?"
"Yes, sir. Do you have a song in mind that you would like me to sing, sir?"
"Just sing what you think will showcase your voice best. A cappella." Jongwoon opens his mouth to sing. It's an old Korean love song that is quite difficult for most singers since there are some parts where the song needs to be sung on a very low key and some parts that are really high but since Jongwoon is used to singing in the choir he makes use of his experience and sings the song with perfect use of rubato and vibrato. The five men in front of him start whispering to each other and Jongwoon decides to close his eyes while singing so he won't be distracted. Finally, he ends the song with a prolonged soft note and opens his eyes to five smiling men some of which were nodding and clapping.
"I believe we have got ourselves our main vocalist, gentlemen." The man in the middle said and the others nodded their assent.
"Welcome to SM Entertainment, Kim Jongwoon-ssi. But I hope you wouldn't mind if we change your stage name to Yesung."
"Yesung?"
"Yes, Yesung. Art-like voice." Jongwoon couldn't quite believe his luck! He smiles and bows to the five judges in front.
"Thank you, sir!"
"Please go to the second door on the left and give the guy there this paper." The man motions Jongwoon to come to the table while signing the paper. Jongwoon takes it and bows again before leaving the room through the door on the opposite side of where he came in. He opens the folded paper and sees a stamped PASSED and signature that reads Lee SoMan. He knocks on the second door and sees a young man with an ID hanging around his chest who takes the paper from him.
"Kim Jongwoon? Or Yesung?"
"My name is Kim Jongwoon. But Mr. Lee said they want to change it to Yesung." Jongwoon answers shyly.
"Ahh, so the boss gave you a new name huh? You must have a really good voice. Boss only gives names to those who are exceptional." The guy smiles knowingly and Jongwoon couldn't help but just blush and lower his head as he is ushered inside the room where a group of teenagers are already seated on the floor in a circle. Jongwoon sits down in a space big enough for at least two persons and smiles at the others. The boy on his right extends a hand at him and Jongwoon shakes it.
"Park Jungsu. But you can call me Leeteuk." The boy's dimples make him look like an angel and Jongwoon can't help but smile back. Special huh?
"Kim Jongwoon. But you can call me Yesung."
"Art-like voice? Mr. Lee gave you a name also?"
"Umm...yeah. I don't think it fits though."
"Of course it does fit! Just your husky speaking voice already tells me you must be a good singer." Yesung scratches his head. He doesn't know what else to say. He was never one to brag about his singing talent much less call himself names. Only to his family and to Kibum has he been really comfortable of showing off his talent. Kibum has once said his voice could be his ticket to fame and fortune. Yesung sighs as his thoughts go back to Kibum. Yesung wishes he was back to that summer. That summer that brought him Kibum. That summer that changed his life forever. There is another knock on the door and Yesung looks up. His heart stops beating at the sight that greets him. There at the slightly open door stands a handsome boy with jet black hair and radiant smile. The boy hands his paper to the guy at the door as Jongwoon blinks rapidly, not believing his own eyes. He thinks he must be dreaming. But when the boy glances at him and breaks into his most brilliant smile Yesung knows it is real. The boy walks fast towards him in almost a run and tackles him to the floor in a tight hug.
"Jongwoonie!" Yesung nearly chokes but manages to hug back the boy.
"Kibum-ah" Yesung whispers, slightly breathless at how tightly the other boy is hugging him.
"I've missed you, Jongwoonie. I've missed you so much!"
"I've missed you too, Kibum-ah. But can you...can you let go? I-I can't breathe." Kibum helps Yesung to sit up and notices that the other is already red in the face. Yesung introduces Kibum to Leeteuk and they both explain how they know each other although they deliberately left out the part about them being lovers. Jongwoon makes a mental note to thank his mother later. Kibum's smile seems permanent. Ever since he saw Jongwoon, his smile has never left his face and this makes the latter quite happy. Oh how he missed Kibum's smile that could light up an entire country!
"So....it's Yesung now huh?" Yesung turns a darker shade of red at the mention of the new name and Kibum's accompanying smirk.
"Umm...yeah." Leeteuk couldn't help but smile also at the bashful and blushing Yesung.
"I told you, didn't I? I'd bet my bottom dollar that no one in this room has a better voice than yours."
"Y-y-yah! Don't talk like that!" Leeteuk laughs hard as Yesung slaps Kibum's arms and turns even redder.
"Ow! But I'm just saying the truth! Have you heard him sing, Leeteuk-ssi?" Kibum turns to Leeteuk. By now almost all the occupants of the room has turned their attention to the three who is causing the commotion.
"No, but I would love to." Leeteuk replies with a grin clearly catching on Kibum's real intention.
"Jongwoonie, sing for us neh? Please?" Kibum looks at Yesung with pleading eyes and demure smile that he knows the latter could never refuse. Yesung sighs in defeat.
"Fine." He furrows his brows thinking of what song to sing.
"Sing my favorite, Jongwoonie." Yesung couldn't stop his heart from melting at Kibum's sweet smile so he nods and takes a deep breath.
".....you are the sunshine of my life......" When Yesung started singing not a lot of people paid attention to them so it surprises him to hear applause from almost everyone. He blushes madly and hides in the sleeves of Kibum's shirt. Just then the door opens and Lee SooMan enters. Everyone's attention easily turns to the big boss of SM Entertainment.
"Boys! Welcome to SM Entertainment! I am so happy to have gathered such a promising group of young men who will be the next idols of not just South Korea but of the entire world. Everyone here is so talented and gifted that we can't wait to train you and hone your skills. Starting tomorrow all twelve of you will train and live together in the dorm that will be provided to you. We shall make all arrangements necessary for everyone. As for today I will ask all of you to return to your families and we will contact them to get their written consent. Details of your training will be discussed tomorrow. If you have any questions please ask SeungHwan-ssi here. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to start making arrangements. See you all tomorrow!" Lee SooMan waves goodbye and disappears, leaving everyone staring at an empty spot.
"Would you like to ride with me, Yesungie? I wanna know where you live." Yesung again turns into a dark shade of red with the new pet name earning a delightful chuckle from Kibum.
"Yah! Kibum-ah stop teasing me if you don't want me to die of embarrassment. And you don't have to know where I live because we will be living in the same dorm."
"But I want to see your mom again. And Jongjin too." Kibum pouts and Yesung inwardly coos at the cuteness of his lover. Kibum leans closer so he could whisper in Yesung's ear. "And I'd like to spend some alone time with you....catching up and stuff." Yesung thinks he will faint so he just nods. They both say goodbye to Leeteuk and the others after some instructions from SeungHwan and head for Kibum's car in the parking lot just outside the building. Yesung's mom is delighted to see Kibum again and is simply ecstatic that they have been both accepted into SM Entertainment. The two boys head upstairs to Yesung's room after a long chat with his mom. Yesung closes the door once inside the room and gasps as Kibum suddenly pins him to the door and starts kissing him. After he regains his senses, Yesung kisses back with equal intensity until they are both breathless. Kibum presses their foreheads together as they catch their breaths.
"Did you miss me, babe?" Yesung turns red again at the new term of endearment given to him.
"Yes....so much." Kibum smiles at the response of his cute and bashful lover. He pelts Yesung's face with kisses in between his words.
"I.. *kiss*.. missed.. *kiss*... you... *kiss*... so... *kiss*... so... *kiss*... much... *kiss*" Kibum captures Yesung's lips in another kiss that gets deeper by the second. Kibum's hands snake around Yesung's waist pulling the slightly smaller boy flush against his body and he couldn't prevent his lust from consuming him to his very core. He elicits a moan from Yesung as he rolls his hips against the latter's.
"Mmm...Kibum-ah..." Yesung closes his eyes to the foreign sensation that Kibum is awakening from him.
"I love you, babe. And I missed you so much." Kibum kisses Yesung's lips again but this time he pushes his tongue inside the latter's mouth exploring every nook and cranny that he could reach. Yesung's throathy moans just adds fuel to the fire now raging inside Kibum so he grinds their hips in search of that delicious friction that awakens the sleeping desire in Yesung. Yesung grinds back in response and grips the back of Kibum's head with his hands pulling the younger boy closer while their tongues are engaged in a frantic dance.
A pleasure-filled moan permeates the entire room as Kibum palms Yesung's growing bulge smirking as he feels it getting harder. He applies more pressure as Yesung's grip on his nape tightens as if the latter is holding on for dear life while drowning in an ocean of pleasure and desire. Its not that Yesung has never experienced pleasure before. He had made use of his hands in the past whenever he woke up in the morning with a hard on. But to have someone work magic on him and set his body on fire with lust, want, and carnal desire is something foreign to Yesung because he and Kibum never went beyond hugging and kissing before. Kibum's lips finds their way down to Yesung's neck as his hand dips inside Yesung's jeans wanting to feel the rock hard cock bare against his palm. Yesung looks into Kibum's eyes and is startled by the dark haze of lust and need reflected in them but at the same time delighted in the knowledge that he can affect his lover in that way. Yesung lets out another moan as Kibum's hand wraps around his pulsing hardness and runs his thumb across the leaking slit.
"Ngh...ahh...K-Kibum...ple-please." Yesung pleads desperately while rolling his eyes to the back of his head at the never ending waves of pleasure crashing upon him. He doesn't even know what he's pleading for but it seems that the other boy does because he then walks backwards leading the two of them to the bed. He takes out his hand to unbutton and unzip Yesung's pants and pull the said clothing together with the navy blue boxers. He then pulls Yesung's shirt over his head leaving him completely naked before stripping himself of every piece of clothing on his own body. He engages Yesung once again in a heated kiss while gently pushing him down on his back onto the awaiting bed. Yesung pulls Kibum by the waist making their naked hard cocks brush against each other resulting in wanton moans to escape their lips.
"Mmmm... I love you, Jongwoon." Kibum moans huskily into Yesung's ear as he pinches the latter's nipples with his fingers.
"Ngh...I love you too, Kibum-ah." Yesung's right hand finds its way to Kibum's groin and strokes the hardened cock slowly earning him a low drawn-out moan of absolute pleasure. Kibum then makes his way down to suck on Yesung's nipple. Yesung feels like he is going to die from the pleasure overload that the other boy is giving him and yet he still wants more. A look into Kibum's eyes is all that it takes to know that the other wants the same.
"Do you have lube?" Kibum manages to ask through his pants.
"N-no."
"Oil?" Kibum asks hopefully. He doesn't want to stop just because they don't have lube but he doesn't want his lover to feel more pain than is necessary. He wants Yesung to enjoy their first time.
"Yes. O-over there." Yesung points to the dresser cabinet beside the night stand and Kibum quickly gets up to get it. He comes back just as quickly and hastens to open the bottle of oil so they could continue. He pours a generous amount into his palm as Yesung just watches with anxiety written all over his face. Kibum slicks his fingers and his cock with the oil before closing the bottle again and putting it down onto the floor. He gives his cock a few languid strokes before crawling on top of Yesung again and kissing his lover kiss-bruised lips. He inserts a finger inside Yesung's virgin hole and slowly moves it in and out careful not to cause any discomfort. He inserts another finger as Yesung doesn't seem to mind the presence of the first intruding finger. Yesung thinks the two digits are a bit uncomfortable but it didn't put out the tongues of flame that is burning his body in intense desire. He moans as Kibum's other hand wraps around his arousal squeezing it before pumping it slowly. When Kibum inserts a third finger he moans in both pain and pleasure. Kibum continues to finger fuck him until he is a writhing moaning mess. Yesung lets out a tiny whimper of protest as Kibum withdraws his fingers and positions the weeping head of his arousal at Yesung's entrance. He carefully pushes in and delights at the tightness and warmth that is Jongwoon's. He stops pushing as he gets halfway in and kisses Yesung once again successfully distracting him from the pain that is very much akin to being torn apart.
"Breathe, babe. Relax. It will feel good soon." And Yesung does as he was told, taking a calming breath again and again until the pain is dulled. He nods for Kibum to start moving. Kibum thinks he couldn't have held on much longer even if he tried so he pushed his cock all the way in. They start at a slow pace until Yesung starts moaning in pleasure again.
"Nghh...ahhh...faster.." It's finally Kibum's signal to release all his restraints and fuck Yesung hard and fast. He groans and throws his head back as the tightness and heat of Jongwoon's is making him feel like he is losing his sanity.
"Ahhhh....so tight babe...so good." Kibum thrusts frantically in and out of Yesung while pumping the latter's arousal eliciting loud moans and grunts. The pleasure is too much and soon they find themselves so close to falling off the edge.
"Ahh...nghh....Kibum-ah.....so close..." Yesung couldn't think coherently with the pleasure he is receiving crashing like giant waves down on him.
"Come for me babe." Kibum's thrusts is now erratic but still hard and deep with each thrust making the boy under him moan and mewl. A few more thrusts and tugs later Jongwoon comes in Kibum's hand while the clamping of Yesung's tight hole around his cock finally pushes Kibum off the edge and he comes inside Yesung. He rides them both from their orgasms as he milks Yesung's cock of all of his release. Finally, coming down from their high, Kibum drops down beside Yesung and pulls out laying himself on his back. Yesung closes his eyes as he catches his breath still backing in the after glow. Kibum pulls him closer to him and plants a kiss on his lips.
"I love you, babe." Yesung is once again dazzled by that smile.
"I love you too." Now Yesung doesn't wish to be back to that summer knowing that this summer and the ones that will come there after will be better than the previous one.
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