May 19, 2005 19:12
Long time no update. Okay..summary of the past whatever.
*Broke Matt's heart. Made him cry. I feel awful. And I don't know what to do !!!!!!
*Chris isn't coming back to school anymore. I'm going to miss him so much.
*Not moving to Indiana =\
*Alan is effing sexxxy. ;) He's coming over Wed. :D
*Randall is comin down soon. But he can't stay here..so he has to get a hotel and I'll just go see him at the hotel ?
*I miss my Jessica.
*School is over Monday. *sigh* I'm going to miss you guysss
*Last day of work is Thursday.
*CALL ME SO WE CAN HANG OUT THIS SUMMER ! MY SUMMER CAN NOT BE BORING ! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME ?!?!?! NO BOREDOM FOR ME ! PLEASE SAVE ME FROM BOREDOM!!!!
::Christopher Campbell::
I don't even know where to begin. You are simply amazing. I know I keep saying it, over and over, but it's true. You've helped me through so much, and been there for everything. I couldn't have gotten through Florida like I did if it weren't for you. You helped me see things I've never seen before, helped me feel things I've never felt. You gave me the strength to get through the day. You light up my world, and make my smile more than most people ever will. You are such a great friend. And a wonderful person. And I'm going to be lost without you. For so long you've been there, and I've always took it for granted. Never saw you or spent time with you when I really could've. And now, it's all gone. I can't see you. I can't hang out with you. Go to you when I need a best friend. A should to cry on. And I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm sorry for all the times I've hurt you. I know I have. And I'm sorry for the times I made you cry. And the times I broke your heart. And the times I made you feel like you weren't good enough. Cause, truth is, you are. You're amazing. You are the only person I know who puts others in front of you the way you do. And I respect that. And I admire that about you. I wish I could be more like that. More like you. You're one of the best people I've ever known.What am I going to do without you??? I cry just thinking of it. No more Chris. :'(. We've been through a lot together. And if I could go back and do it all over again, I would. Except I might skip a few of the rough spots. Fix all the wrongs there were. Make everything perfect for you. Cause you deserve the best. I wish you luck in all you do in life. And I hope you succeed in whatever it is you wish to do. I believe in you, and I know you can do whatever you put your mind to. You're just good like that. :)I'm going to miss you Christopher. And I cry just thinking of all the times I've seen your face, heard your voice, hugged you. Ah. All those times, are no more. :'( Man, this is a lot harder than I expected it to be. I'm going to miss you. A lot. Saturday, wow. Have you ever seen me cry? Well, Saturday, you will. I'll be crying like I have never cried before. Part of me is leaving. Forever. And I can't stop it. I can't hold it here, and keep you near me forever. I have to let go. And I don't know how well that is going to go over. I guess this is way long. And I should shut up. And I guess I've cried enough. I love you Christopher. And I'm honestly going to miss you. A lot. Please don't forget me. I will never forget you. Promise. You're forever a part of me. And I pray to God we keep in touch. Cause I need you in my life. Always.
I love you. Good luck in life. With everything. You deserve the greatest..no joke.
I'm gunna miss you sweety. So much. :'(
Okay..on that note..I'm going to go. Bye guys. :(
♥