unsure of the future
i just got back from my trip to see shireen, i did not want to come back. i loved being there with her it was the most fun ive had in a long time.i find that im only truly happy when im with her, before i left i was depressed and sad all the time but when i was there with her ive never been happier, now that im back i feel depressed all over again, i dont know how much more of this i can take, i have to move there and be with her all the time or get her to move somewhere with me one way or another we will be together.after being outside RI for a while you start to see how much it truly sucks! i had the best time of my life with shireen in DC and virginia and i want those times to keep going so just so everyone knows i wont be here much longer im saving and moving and will be gone by this time next year.