Apr 07, 2003 21:55
he cares, i know he cares and the more he cares i want to be with him..but im scared..i mean i know he aint really goin anywhere its already been like 5 months just talkin and shit..people just say make it "OFFICIAL" i wish it was just as easy as that and amber wasnt such a damn scaredy cat but ever since the last one..he didnt help at all..but this new one is so much different and so much more cooler i just dont want to start something to end our friendship but i cant be afraid anymore cuz in the back of my head i know it would work out..im just scared i cant make him as happy as he is makin me!! argh..boys..whatever..im gonna try and sleep on that one!! lata