I'm a trainwreck magnet.
Trainwreck just about sums up my love life or lack thereof. So far there's one person who I care about deeply, but who is also in a committed relationship with someone and I hate myself for wishing something bad to happen there. There's Anastasia, who for the longest time was my dream girl and still is. The one person I've carried a torch for all this time, and also one of the worst people to fall for because its like 50 first dates with her. Not to mention she's across the country, hard to reach, and a bit flighty for all her beauty, smarts, and charm. There's Kate, who was one of the first people to get my heart racing, whose dream job and relationship have all gone away because of a leg injury, which makes me sad because for a while it seemed like she was living the dream, even though that dream did not include me in it, but she's the one person whose credited me with saving her life, and I just don't know. The tenderness would be there, but we have divergent personalities, and I'd feel inadequate knowing that she's in pain daily and there's not much I could do about it. There's also people from EQ2, whom I will not name names simply because that might cause drama. And we all know how well most internet relationships let alone ones based off video games go. Oh yeah, and my friend Jenn just told me her husband left her and she wants me to mate with her so she'd have a half viking half asian baby. My brain hurts.