Apr 13, 2005 01:28
Yes, I'm about to go nuts. I have to write the introduction to my conference paper within the next 8 hours (I know, it's only the introduction, but that means I have to figure out what I'm doing!), I'm tired, still sick, and my hormones are raging.
And it's not even sex, fuck sex, I'd like some but
FUCKKKKKKKK
I just want to fucking touch someone, hold a fucking hand, just a kiss... What the fuck? I'm damn attractive. I lost weight! Where are the men???!
The muchachos that I actually "know", as in, have some sense of their personalities and deem them worthy... have GIRLFRIENDS. I don't play second fiddle to nobody but shiiiiit... And Dude saw me almost naked today, and I TOTALLY wasn't prepared. Where is my luck??? And then, other Dude... what happened to him?
and then OTHER Dude, I can barely speak to. I lose all sense of coherent conversation, let alone FLIRT. Can someone give me some advice on how to flirt? Or to appear attractive??
"Bone!"
What is wrong with me?
Why do I only post when I'm a little crazy?
I need another vacation. Espana, ven a mi muy rapido, por favor!