Apr 22, 2005 11:10
I am so fucking pissed right now. I don’t know why I am at all surprised at what I have found out but it still bothers me because I have put forth so much effort and seeing everything go wrong just kills me inside.
I don’t know if the comment worked or not so I am posting it on here. Something is wrong with the computers today so I can’t check to see if it was posted.
Don't you fucking drag me into this shit hole that you’re in. Why the fuck do you think I am doing nothing? Because last time I intervened and tried to help you and Halsey I got fucked over. If you wanted my help you could of asked and I would have told you what I thought. I have never with held any information that you wanted or needed and I wouldn't keep shit from you or not do anything because I don't have the "Balls" to do it.
Just because you’re pissed that your love life has gone completely to shit doesn't mean you can start pointing fingers at me. I have always been more than happy to help you out in a situation, but last time I involved my self in this shit YOU dropped me. So what the fuck am I supposed to do? What would you do? I never turned on you or ignored you. If you wanted my advice or my opinion I would have been more than happy to say what I thought.
Another reason why I didn't get myself involved in this that it seems like it already solved itself. What could I have possibly done to help rectify this? NOTHING. And I wont talk shit about Haley because like yourself. She was the first person I have ever truly loved and second it isn’t my style to start talking shit about people just because my friends don't like them. Now I took your side with the whole Austin thing getting the job and I told her to watch out for him if she hires him, but I will not help you destroy Halsey's life or whatever you are trying to do. Now John I love you and have enormous amount of respect for you but You attacking me is uncalled for. I have done nothing to deserve this... but maybe that is why you are mad. Because I have done nothing wrong. But if you asked me I would have done anything and you know that. If you came up to me and asked me to talk to Halsey about you guys I would have been more than happy to have done it and stand up for you. But if you don't tell me what you want me to do what am I supposed to think? Last time I tried to help I ended up loosing you as a friend. So I am at a loss of ideas for where we go from here but I guess it's up to you.
We are at a crossroads and you tell me where we should go.
On a lighter note I got a cell phone!
(God that seems so stupid saying that after what I wrote above but oh, well! I’m happy about it.)
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