May 08, 2006 09:21
I feel a little better.
the swollenness is gone.
my teeth and jaw are so sensetive.
and my breath...wow...i hear its the stiches/blod clots rotting away dissolving.
but its so not a pretty sight.
i miss eating real foods.
i miss kissing my boyfriend.
(my boyfriend is the best, hes been sleeping on my FLOOR, so i can have the whole bed to myself since its hard to find a comfortable spot and im drooling all night)
i miss feeling like "me".
all the meds and the no nutrition like im use to, is making me kinda "down".
but i feel more alive today :)
My friend stacy is getting her wisdom teeth removed on Thursday.
i kinda wish we did it right next to each other so we could take care of eachother kinda, and be chipmunks together LOL.
she is so sweet, and so scared of getting this done, like I was...but she'll be okay.
I give her updates daily on my progress its fun :)
I lost 7 lbs.
I want to throw up cuz the taste in my mouth, but other than that, I'm fine.
Im just thankful for my friends, family and my boyfriend.
yay for recovering :)
as soon as I'm better my plans include
eating a really awesome meal (give me ideas)
kissing my boyfriend like crazy.
going out and smiling a lot more (it wont hurt to open my mouth yay)
rock climbing and running (i miss it so)
and going out with my friends, i miss LIFE.
I'm going home this weekend
for Moms Day.
and to visit my grandpas burial site (he got the tombstone thingie)
*sighhhh*
so...yeah.
i hope its a peaceful time at home.
and i cant wait to get back already.
but I'm glad i get to see my "nana" and my brother and chrystelle and my mom and maybe even see my Dad.
I just hope he doesnt do his "act".
so yeah.
there you go.
thats my life.
i promise in the coming weeks, it will be filled with more excitement