Fucked
so everything has worked itself out. Besides the fact that people have to lie about shit for no apparent reason...i may be a hypocrite because i did lie to matt about where i was going the other day and who i would be seeing but it was all for good reason in my eyes...but he can never see that. I didnt do anything wrong i wasnt going to do anything wrong....sometimes u make me feel like im a little kid..like im 5 years old or something ...you are in control of my every move i bet that makes u feel good..well i'm not used to it...so just give me a little while and i'll feel well adjusted because i love you so...
theres nothing i want more than to be with you and make this work but you know that you can be childish and be mean too sometimes....you just like to think its all me but its not.
anyway yesterday we hung out with donnie and tiffany and we went to stepp cemetary it was kinda creepy but i didnt see anything.... we hung out for awhile and donnie and matt got to know each other...after that we went to the drugstore and picked up sum c's i didnt do any tho...it was just donnie and tiffany because they never did it before i dont think they liked it much tho.. wonder how they would be on acid...prolly a little better considering it doesn't fuck with ur stomach much...and it makes u want cold meat afterwards haha
i dont know what else to write cept i have to work 6 days next week for some reason and then two saturdays in a row?? what the hell is that about i thought 5 days was good enuf..can't a girl get a break....geezus ..i think im gonna talk to anna about it tomorrow and try and work something out because i know they are hiring a girl nite cashier ..at least i thought they were....and if they do then they shouldn't need me all those saturdays in a row..i knew that i would have to work sum saturdays but for some reason i was told it would only be a saturday a month and maybe a nite saturday a month which is fine with me..but when i gotta work 6 days next week including friday saturday and sunday and then friday and saturday the week after..thats just a little weird... i dunno maybe theres sum mistake..but enough of me venting about work i just started a little bit ago...if i gotta do it i will its just i know i'll be burnt out on it real fast...i wish i could have mon-friday and saturday and sun off...but if i want that i guess i have to get a different job...9-5 or somethin lol...okay well bye bye
theres nothing i want more than to be with you and make this work but you know that you can be childish and be mean too sometimes....you just like to think its all me but its not.
anyway yesterday we hung out with donnie and tiffany and we went to stepp cemetary it was kinda creepy but i didnt see anything.... we hung out for awhile and donnie and matt got to know each other...after that we went to the drugstore and picked up sum c's i didnt do any tho...it was just donnie and tiffany because they never did it before i dont think they liked it much tho.. wonder how they would be on acid...prolly a little better considering it doesn't fuck with ur stomach much...and it makes u want cold meat afterwards haha
i dont know what else to write cept i have to work 6 days next week for some reason and then two saturdays in a row?? what the hell is that about i thought 5 days was good enuf..can't a girl get a break....geezus ..i think im gonna talk to anna about it tomorrow and try and work something out because i know they are hiring a girl nite cashier ..at least i thought they were....and if they do then they shouldn't need me all those saturdays in a row..i knew that i would have to work sum saturdays but for some reason i was told it would only be a saturday a month and maybe a nite saturday a month which is fine with me..but when i gotta work 6 days next week including friday saturday and sunday and then friday and saturday the week after..thats just a little weird... i dunno maybe theres sum mistake..but enough of me venting about work i just started a little bit ago...if i gotta do it i will its just i know i'll be burnt out on it real fast...i wish i could have mon-friday and saturday and sun off...but if i want that i guess i have to get a different job...9-5 or somethin lol...okay well bye bye