Sail Away
I'm Sick again. I'm cold because my furnace won't turn on. I'm so tired of being sick all the time. Yesterday I was sick and throwing up but knew I couldn't aford to miss work. I went anyway and on the way up my steps lastnight comming home I nearly passed out. I keep getting migranes but I'm almost certain that has nothing to do with this. I'm just weak and tired a lot any other time. I'm thinking its just stress. Hopefully this will all pass and I won't be sick for christmas. Anyway, The following poem is just something I wrote within the last oh... 15 minutes. It sort of reflects how I feel right now.
~Sail Away~
My mind once told me that I should sail away
My heart told me that I should fly away
But as I began to wander past the distant and present fields of flowers yonder
I began to ponder dreadfully in regret that I should ever think to leave this beauty
Thane eyes attached to mine soul
Grasping at the ever fading sun as it set into the abyss
Wandering far off into the distance
The distance where there exist sailing ships
This distant sun as it faded away
And so the sailors knew the way still into and through the night
Oh how mine heart reached to them
Oh how the darkness grew hard and brought to me the emptiness
My mind once told me that I should fly into the distance
My heart whispered that I should go far to drift with sailing ships
My heart brought me to memories of the sea
My heart brought me to memories of you and me
Oh to drift on the sea
The blissful ageless see
The sea that whispered home to me free
The sea full of scents from far off shores
The sea winds how they whispered to my heart within
Of sandy beaches, of flowers galore,
Or hair that blew within the wind beyond the distant shores
But when you listen quietly not only can be heard the pleasant but the blissfully absurd
The sea winds how they whispered and how they shouted as the waves did roar
Thane name did they call and sing and spit out in distant song and gain once more
Listen to the waves they crash of laughter and unspoken silent tears
Tears that faded into the distant salty ocean darkly
And as I faded back to myself
Opened mine eyes and there it was realized that it was me that had been crying
Darkened was the sky and I pondered if it was foolish that my eyes not be drying
And it came to me, like the whisper, crying releases the soul of loneliness and pain
My mind once told me that I should sail away
My heart told me that I should fly away
But now I no longer regret
But drift away past the field of flowers to the distant shores yonder
-FallenAngel-
~Sail Away~
My mind once told me that I should sail away
My heart told me that I should fly away
But as I began to wander past the distant and present fields of flowers yonder
I began to ponder dreadfully in regret that I should ever think to leave this beauty
Thane eyes attached to mine soul
Grasping at the ever fading sun as it set into the abyss
Wandering far off into the distance
The distance where there exist sailing ships
This distant sun as it faded away
And so the sailors knew the way still into and through the night
Oh how mine heart reached to them
Oh how the darkness grew hard and brought to me the emptiness
My mind once told me that I should fly into the distance
My heart whispered that I should go far to drift with sailing ships
My heart brought me to memories of the sea
My heart brought me to memories of you and me
Oh to drift on the sea
The blissful ageless see
The sea that whispered home to me free
The sea full of scents from far off shores
The sea winds how they whispered to my heart within
Of sandy beaches, of flowers galore,
Or hair that blew within the wind beyond the distant shores
But when you listen quietly not only can be heard the pleasant but the blissfully absurd
The sea winds how they whispered and how they shouted as the waves did roar
Thane name did they call and sing and spit out in distant song and gain once more
Listen to the waves they crash of laughter and unspoken silent tears
Tears that faded into the distant salty ocean darkly
And as I faded back to myself
Opened mine eyes and there it was realized that it was me that had been crying
Darkened was the sky and I pondered if it was foolish that my eyes not be drying
And it came to me, like the whisper, crying releases the soul of loneliness and pain
My mind once told me that I should sail away
My heart told me that I should fly away
But now I no longer regret
But drift away past the field of flowers to the distant shores yonder
-FallenAngel-