happy new year my ass
Its the beginning of a new year. one full of possibilities and dreams. 2-0-0-6!!!!!!!!
I got called into work today and at first it was good. but than as usual with it lately......it got really bad. Joel switched me and Amber then sent her to North Deland and put me on front counter and "incharge". I was happy with it until we got rushed and did horrible. Joel got relaly upset and yelled at grill after he had me clock out. i felt bad for them and myself. and HIM. When i clocked out. so did James and Thalia. Me and her talked bout how things have changed for us there. and how we almost got fired by Anthony in our first week. Its funny to see that me and her have started the same day..... had our interview or lack there of on the same day......went to orientation on the same day.......and know how to do everything there. Im surprised we both made it. Theres been soo many times when I just wanted to quit there and say screw it. but id miss the people there too much and still would even more. The people at my mcdonalds have become my second family......well 98% of them. I love em to death. they are absolutely the craziest characters alive. I got lucky i think. When i got hired cuz i have a job where i get along with everyone and have sooo many inside jokes and just awesome people.
Jacob was there today and thought hed be flirty towards me. no big. im a huge flirt so it didnt faze me at all. I dont see any harm in being flirtatious as long as u know your boundaries. and I do. believe me.
Im upset at jason right now. He came over yesterday for an hour. thats it. I told him NOT to come over but of course he didnt listen and showed up here at 6:30. and left at 7:30 sucks. but watever. i ignored him most of the time he was here and he said he was sry. but ya know it was new years eve and we planed to spend it together some how. ANd then wat.......WE DONT> im sry but i think its bs. he said it was cuz of his parents but ya know he wanted em to go over there.........would i have to leave there at 8///// i highly doubt it. but ughh. it just relaly hurts at times. i talked to dad about it but he didnt get it. and as usual wats gonna happen........im gonna feel stupid bout being mad at him and forget it. like i always do. i hate getting mad at him. but damn. i cant help it that stuff like that bother me. i dont see why i cant spend new years eve with my boyfriend or my damn birthday. i just give up making any plans with him of my choice. i never get to do them. i thought last night about taking a break. or having US take a break. i guess its still on my mind. but im soo scared to mess up wat we could have and do have 99% of the time. i dont know wat to do ne more. and it doesnt help that he didnt call me last night or tonight AT ALL. i feel like crying but just fruse to over a guy, no matter hwo it is. i made a promise to myself a long time ago that i wouldnt.
I got called into work today and at first it was good. but than as usual with it lately......it got really bad. Joel switched me and Amber then sent her to North Deland and put me on front counter and "incharge". I was happy with it until we got rushed and did horrible. Joel got relaly upset and yelled at grill after he had me clock out. i felt bad for them and myself. and HIM. When i clocked out. so did James and Thalia. Me and her talked bout how things have changed for us there. and how we almost got fired by Anthony in our first week. Its funny to see that me and her have started the same day..... had our interview or lack there of on the same day......went to orientation on the same day.......and know how to do everything there. Im surprised we both made it. Theres been soo many times when I just wanted to quit there and say screw it. but id miss the people there too much and still would even more. The people at my mcdonalds have become my second family......well 98% of them. I love em to death. they are absolutely the craziest characters alive. I got lucky i think. When i got hired cuz i have a job where i get along with everyone and have sooo many inside jokes and just awesome people.
Jacob was there today and thought hed be flirty towards me. no big. im a huge flirt so it didnt faze me at all. I dont see any harm in being flirtatious as long as u know your boundaries. and I do. believe me.
Im upset at jason right now. He came over yesterday for an hour. thats it. I told him NOT to come over but of course he didnt listen and showed up here at 6:30. and left at 7:30 sucks. but watever. i ignored him most of the time he was here and he said he was sry. but ya know it was new years eve and we planed to spend it together some how. ANd then wat.......WE DONT> im sry but i think its bs. he said it was cuz of his parents but ya know he wanted em to go over there.........would i have to leave there at 8///// i highly doubt it. but ughh. it just relaly hurts at times. i talked to dad about it but he didnt get it. and as usual wats gonna happen........im gonna feel stupid bout being mad at him and forget it. like i always do. i hate getting mad at him. but damn. i cant help it that stuff like that bother me. i dont see why i cant spend new years eve with my boyfriend or my damn birthday. i just give up making any plans with him of my choice. i never get to do them. i thought last night about taking a break. or having US take a break. i guess its still on my mind. but im soo scared to mess up wat we could have and do have 99% of the time. i dont know wat to do ne more. and it doesnt help that he didnt call me last night or tonight AT ALL. i feel like crying but just fruse to over a guy, no matter hwo it is. i made a promise to myself a long time ago that i wouldnt.