Oct 08, 2005 20:44
well yesterday kinda sucked for me. I wanted to go to the parade and game and work but yea was forced to choose work.........DRAG. Then i wanted to go to the 5th quarter but had no ride so missed that. ya know iM missing out on a lot of stuff senior year and its really ticking me off like majorly. Im not hanging out with my friends, or hell tlaking to them. Im basically working Friday-Sunday and then school the rest of the week. Thank god Im going back to Deland. Ughh. maybe now i can hang out with my NOT forgotten friends over there. I missed them and the lil jokes that get said or things we do. I mean DBCC was fun but I just never relaly fit in with those guys. No offence. Im more comfy with Jennifer, Jenna, Sabrina, and Tiff and THeresa. Yea I odnt talk to those 2 often but when i do its not this big ordeal ya know. I miss it. Cant wait till monday. Its liek the first day of school all over again. YAY. *almost*
Me and damien goofed last night it was funny. I told him I wanted a divorce and blah blah and we went back and forth. It was fun with a capital F. lmfao. Talked to Jamie too lol now theres a story lol jk. not this time at least hehehe. Those two have been soo nice ot me it great. TOday worked 8-3 it sucked kinda. I mean I wasnt put in the back till 1 but the front got CRAZY TOTALLY no joke. Rebekka had me doing a million and ONE things today and Chris was there lol that was weird. lol. These two guys came thru drive thru and asked me if I wanted to go jet skiing with them. lol. I told them i couldnt swim and the one guys like "i told u i would teach u i wouldnt let ne thing happen to ya" *they came thru some time LAST week* i kinda focused my attention somewhere else till they left lol.
Brian called me yesterday and wanted to take me out to lunch. nice huh. yea I said no I was too busy but hes liek oh well i will come over. I will call ur mom and tell her to come home and we can hang. hahah fat chance lol. Dont think jay would like that lol.
random thought this weekend: I havent talked to Alex in a while. Saw his mom and sis yesterday and his mom said beep him after 6 cuz thats when he gets out of class. so i did but his phone was off. hope hes doing well...........
Friends are those u can confide in. trust, believe, share ideas/feelings, always expect the truth, and mainly............make a complete ass of urself or hurt them........and they still help rebuild a friendship or repair the old one cuz u both care. love ya for it and glad that not all my friendships have gone out the window. I still secretly wish I had 2 other friendships with people but it seems we have grown apart.............Sucks but theres always memories right.............:(
To the person of my one entry..........dunno if i pissed you off or ne one else. but its not really a bother to me. I mean I refuse to keep quite bout things. Im gonna speak my mind dont care who they are. So u got to be the ginny pig. Dunno if u will talk to me ne time soon i hope so cuz we are friends but i still dont tihnk wat u did/said was right but an immature way to keep a rival going that u supposedly wanted to end soooo damn badly. I know u dont care for it and nor they but damn it. act ur age and shut ur mouth UR The reason shit still gets stirred up and i have listen to it long enough THAT GOES TO EVERYONE>......you know who you are tooooo