happy once again

Sep 14, 2005 15:42

today was GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just great ya know

got to school and talked to jenna and Heather. Jenna says shes happy im back with jason. that thats the only real time she saw me happy like truely happy. and yea maybe shes right. I mean i was really happy with him most of the time........excluding the mistake. yea its harsh to call it a mistake but it honestly was and it just ruined too many things with friends, boyfriend, NON FRIENDS just wasnt worth it. sry :( but ne ways yea i have heard some friends say they arent happy about this and how hes a bad influence on me. It hurts i mean its not that im gonna say oo no im not gonna date him cuz of my friends thought about him... cuz i sure as hell wont. but they are supposed to support me i guess. or maybe im wrong with that notion idk.

so homecoming is coming up. it was my plan to do EVERYTHING this year it being my last and wat not. but im not sure about homecoming. i mean i dont have no one to go iwth and im tired of going by myslef. manda says to ask jason but idk it just seems a lil silly to ask him. silly to think of it ya know. i dont wanna make it seem like it means something for me and so that he HAS to go wtih me cuz thats not the case. i kinda wanna go. i have every year after all. i just dont wanna go by my self thats all..........:( and if i do go i need to know by like tomorrow so i can ask for the day off of work seeing as its on a saturday and wat not. :( idk. Should i ask him. Tamera says shes gonna ask him but thats a lil weird too dont cha think?

schools going good. im liking it and some ppl there are cool. i just miss my old friends ya know. spending time with them fighting with them lol Cough jenna cough lol. jk girl. buyt yea.

Kyle gave me and tamera a ride back to school today it was funny some how my dad was called and heard our convo lmfao. i was like OOOPPS sry daddy lol. i told them about it and tamera laughed it was cute.

aight gotta nothing more to say right now. ttyl pplz

jason- im soo happy that me and u are getting a second chance its like nothings happened liek weve always been together. i love being around u and u just make me smile with everything u do. how u are always wanting to talk to me and how ur unbelievably sweet. :)
jenna- thanks girl :)
manda- i know u dont like him but i hope u give him a chance...............
Tamera- damn girl ur funny and im glad that we hang out and that im no longer "hating" u lol ur awesome

*****oh and my friends are my friends i choose them not u and who i am friends with is none of ur business u dont like who i hang with get over it. its relaly none of ur business now is it...........DIDNT think so***
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