I wish I had some moving, motivational, big sisterish thing to say....but I don't. I guess it's always been in the back of my head that Mom and Dad might seperate someday....but, you know.....you are never ready for that. I mean, you are supposed to look at your parents and see love, and you are supposed to learn about relationships from them......but instead of thinking "I want a relationship like my parents have," I am thinking "I never want to end up like my parents." That is sad to me. I think that, somewhere in the back of my mind, I am a little mad at them for it. Both of them. Mad at Mom for marrying him when she didn't love him...and mad at Dad for fucking up so many times. But at the same time, I love them both so much....and I feel like I am kind of stuck in the middle. I feel sad that I don't see Dad anymore. I would go see him, but I am afraid to meet this woman....and I don't know what to say to Dad....and I am so far away now. Anyway...I am so glad that you are happy with Phil. You deserve it. I know you will stay strong, because that's what you do. I hope you know that I love you.
I think that our parents are two of the strongest people that I know. They have been through a lot...
I know that they each feel they've messed up... I think they both wish they had done something different... I think they both have regrets...
But I don't think they should.
I wouldn't mind being like them at all.
Yeah... not in the relationship department, I suppose...
but, they have so many good qualities. We just kinda take them for granted. We kind look past how hard they have tried just to hardly make it through life. Can you imagine the things that go through their minds?
I just think we need to give them a reason to be proud. Prove that everything they have done wasnt just a waste. They didnt mess up anywhere.
It's our turn to start taking care of them i think. Or at least just taking care of ourselves.
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I think that our parents are two of the strongest people that I know.
They have been through a lot...
I know that they each feel they've messed up...
I think they both wish they had done something different...
I think they both have regrets...
But I don't think they should.
I wouldn't mind being like them at all.
Yeah... not in the relationship department, I suppose...
but, they have so many good qualities.
We just kinda take them for granted.
We kind look past how hard they have tried just to hardly make it through life.
Can you imagine the things that go through their minds?
I just think we need to give them a reason to be proud.
Prove that everything they have done wasnt just a waste.
They didnt mess up anywhere.
It's our turn to start taking care of them i think.
Or at least just taking care of ourselves.
They deserve it.
<3
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