A screw driver though the skull..
well not really but, i wanted a catchy title. a friend's recent post had me reminiscing about posts made long ago.. this is one of my first entry's revisited.
Tuesday, May 27th, 2003
7:59a - cold so cold....
As i was laying in bed this morning not wanting to leave the warmness for the workness, i was thinking about first kisses. When i was a teenager, i always wanted to be a first kiss, but sadly that was never the reality, why because most people remember there first kiss, sadly i do not remember mine, nor most of my childhood either, though those memories are repressed for reasons i wont get in to. Anyways the first kiss is supposed to be a magical wonderful often-spontaneous moment in a person’s life. Sadly i don’t even remember the first kisses of my relationships either. But that is not such a great loss. I haven't been kissed in so long i think my lips would qualify as virgins again. Well you know that whole tale where if you haven’t hand sex in so long that your a virgin again? I kind of that that a sentiment like that is really stupid, but eh. I'm contradicting myself again. So i better shut up and sod off to work :P later kiddos.
The revisit
It was Probably about that time in May a 4 years ago when i first started dating William. we went to a movie (star wars of course)on our first date, did mini golf on or second and for the third he took me to the outlet mall in Waterloo and Auburn since i had never been to either places, and he let me pick out clothing for him which was really nice since I'd never had a guy let me do that before, he actually cared about my opinion and what i thought he would look good in (again something i wasn't used to). we took the long way home so we could spend more time with one another since he was leaving in two days to go to an Anime con (which i was all pretend yeah I'm cool i know what they are but i haven't found one cool enough for me yet. even though i was kinda too scared to go to one by myself..)so after he dropped me off at my car we stood outside talking and i was standing on the side walk and he was standing on the ground so i was a bit taller than normal. we did the whole awkward silence thing and the it was all maybe we should kiss now. so we did and it was kinda magical, it was like the whole earth stood still (even though it didn't). but i have to say it was once of the nicest kisses i had ever had, second only to the kiss he gave me on our wedding day..
alright i promise I'll stop with the gush... i will resume normalcy in the next pose.. same bat time, same bat channel.
Tuesday, May 27th, 2003
7:59a - cold so cold....
As i was laying in bed this morning not wanting to leave the warmness for the workness, i was thinking about first kisses. When i was a teenager, i always wanted to be a first kiss, but sadly that was never the reality, why because most people remember there first kiss, sadly i do not remember mine, nor most of my childhood either, though those memories are repressed for reasons i wont get in to. Anyways the first kiss is supposed to be a magical wonderful often-spontaneous moment in a person’s life. Sadly i don’t even remember the first kisses of my relationships either. But that is not such a great loss. I haven't been kissed in so long i think my lips would qualify as virgins again. Well you know that whole tale where if you haven’t hand sex in so long that your a virgin again? I kind of that that a sentiment like that is really stupid, but eh. I'm contradicting myself again. So i better shut up and sod off to work :P later kiddos.
The revisit
It was Probably about that time in May a 4 years ago when i first started dating William. we went to a movie (star wars of course)on our first date, did mini golf on or second and for the third he took me to the outlet mall in Waterloo and Auburn since i had never been to either places, and he let me pick out clothing for him which was really nice since I'd never had a guy let me do that before, he actually cared about my opinion and what i thought he would look good in (again something i wasn't used to). we took the long way home so we could spend more time with one another since he was leaving in two days to go to an Anime con (which i was all pretend yeah I'm cool i know what they are but i haven't found one cool enough for me yet. even though i was kinda too scared to go to one by myself..)so after he dropped me off at my car we stood outside talking and i was standing on the side walk and he was standing on the ground so i was a bit taller than normal. we did the whole awkward silence thing and the it was all maybe we should kiss now. so we did and it was kinda magical, it was like the whole earth stood still (even though it didn't). but i have to say it was once of the nicest kisses i had ever had, second only to the kiss he gave me on our wedding day..
alright i promise I'll stop with the gush... i will resume normalcy in the next pose.. same bat time, same bat channel.