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I can feel death coming close to my family. It will either be my dog, or my dad's dad. If it's my dog, I'll be crying for a few days. we've had her for 13 years now and it would be like losing a sister. If it's my granpa, my dad will go insane, I'll get blamed for it, and my family would be stuck up north for god knows how long.
That happend earlier this year in March. My cousin was driving home from work, when an 18 wheeler hit his car and killed him. I was the one to who answered the phone to find out that he died. That night, my dad said that we were leaving. We packed around 12 midnight, and left home around 4 am. We got to Maryland around 11 pm and blew a tire a mile away from the hotel. Mind you I'm from Florida, and not use to icy weather. Maryland just had a snow storm the day before, and the air was freezing. After fixing the tire and finding the hotel, we snuck into my aunts room to stay and my cousins brought us pizza (I know, I'm rambling) The next day was the wake. I had to look at the body of my cousin. My brother said it was like looking at the body of someone we never met before. During the wake, my dad said that it was my fault he died. I just dont want to be blamed for another death in the family.
Atleast when my uncle killed him self when I was 13, I wasnt blamed (his wife was).
Well, I g2g.
That happend earlier this year in March. My cousin was driving home from work, when an 18 wheeler hit his car and killed him. I was the one to who answered the phone to find out that he died. That night, my dad said that we were leaving. We packed around 12 midnight, and left home around 4 am. We got to Maryland around 11 pm and blew a tire a mile away from the hotel. Mind you I'm from Florida, and not use to icy weather. Maryland just had a snow storm the day before, and the air was freezing. After fixing the tire and finding the hotel, we snuck into my aunts room to stay and my cousins brought us pizza (I know, I'm rambling) The next day was the wake. I had to look at the body of my cousin. My brother said it was like looking at the body of someone we never met before. During the wake, my dad said that it was my fault he died. I just dont want to be blamed for another death in the family.
Atleast when my uncle killed him self when I was 13, I wasnt blamed (his wife was).
Well, I g2g.