Oct 28, 2005 23:52
That i have to walk around this lame ass life bullshit! Well i went to NA tonite with brad and his momma and it was good i was high went i went in there but i told them and u know what they said "keep coming back" lmfao! well i did meet this one really nice guy there his name is jeff and hes 24 and he might like me and all that there! Hes a really nice guy he used to be addicted to pain killers and smoke weed everyday and he stopped so he told me that imma have to hang out with him more so he can help me get off that bullshit drug shit! Now see, that i'd sooo love lol cuz i wanna get off drugs and live a good life too! the only reason that i do drugs now is cuz i fukin hate my life and really do wanna be dead! I have no purpose but to get high and it'd be really nice to meet a guy and have him change all that shit up a little! Well imma go watch BACK IN THE DAY! its a good movie so far i miss back in my days lol smokin 24/7 nigguh lol das wat WAS goin lol! not no more now lol tho imma g 4 life no doubt but that dont mean i gotta stay high im on papers and im diggin muh whole deeper well im out fo 2 nite ....1 luv and das anna mare randazzo....rest in peace sister! u will always be muh nigguh 4 life n das some real nigguh shit!