In LJ cause he knows my myspace
Damn. I feel really bad for Scott. He is stressing big time and there is nothing I can do about it even if I wanted to. He has been stressed for the last 5 months because of the lack of communication from his "brother" Who is his best friend sense he was 6. From day one Chris has stated over and over 'I will always be there for him and get him anything he needs' blaw, blaw, blaw.... Well for the last 5 months he has seemed to "fall off" the face of the earth. Letters went from every few weeks to every other month to none at all. Scott has written him over and over asking whats going on and where are you and has gotten no response. The few times I have sent Chris a message I have gotten a breif response but thats basically the only communication between Scott and Chris. So last night, new years eve, Scott got his mother to give him a 3 way call to Chris' cell phone. Chris answers wont say anything then hangs up on Scott. What the hell??? This is rather strange behavior from someone who calls himself Scott's brother. Don't you think?
Personally I think Chris has gotten sooo far into drinking and drugs he has no idea what the hell is going on with anything anymore. About 2 years ago Chris' mom passed away from a cancer that had been haunting their family for years. I got to meet her before she died and this was the most amazing woman in the world. She would give the clothes on her back if it would make a strangers life better. I know Chris took this very hard and that is to be expected being that this was his mother that passed away. And I know he started drinking every night and was experimenting with drugs. Not exactly sure what. So thats what I believe. Does it make sense?
I just really feel bad for Scott cause he is taking this so hard. Not that he admits it cause he is a boy after all but I know this is killing him. He is hurting so bad over Chris' behavior cause he doesn't understand why he is acting like that and hanging up on him was the last straw. He called me sooooooo upset lastnight. Saying I should remove and block him from my myspace. Of course im not going to. I really like Chris and I know he is a good guy and thats just Scott's hurt talking. I really want to figure out what is going on with Chris. And im not exactly sure how. He posted a blog not too long ago to the extent of 'my perfect little world is crashing down and if im not careful its going to fuck me over.' I asked him what was going on and if everything was alright and all he said was 'yeah everything is great. no problems here' Strange..... I just really wonder.
Personally I think Chris has gotten sooo far into drinking and drugs he has no idea what the hell is going on with anything anymore. About 2 years ago Chris' mom passed away from a cancer that had been haunting their family for years. I got to meet her before she died and this was the most amazing woman in the world. She would give the clothes on her back if it would make a strangers life better. I know Chris took this very hard and that is to be expected being that this was his mother that passed away. And I know he started drinking every night and was experimenting with drugs. Not exactly sure what. So thats what I believe. Does it make sense?
I just really feel bad for Scott cause he is taking this so hard. Not that he admits it cause he is a boy after all but I know this is killing him. He is hurting so bad over Chris' behavior cause he doesn't understand why he is acting like that and hanging up on him was the last straw. He called me sooooooo upset lastnight. Saying I should remove and block him from my myspace. Of course im not going to. I really like Chris and I know he is a good guy and thats just Scott's hurt talking. I really want to figure out what is going on with Chris. And im not exactly sure how. He posted a blog not too long ago to the extent of 'my perfect little world is crashing down and if im not careful its going to fuck me over.' I asked him what was going on and if everything was alright and all he said was 'yeah everything is great. no problems here' Strange..... I just really wonder.