Jordan Fucking Catalano
So my life cannot get any more pathetic. I sat on my behind watching My So Called Life all day today, so anyone that called, sorry. The ringer was off. I had a rough week. I am not sleeping right. I think it may be my new migraine meds. I also was up late on Thursday with friends. Eric is home from Japan for the Holidays and Jen is in from Manhattan. My sleep pattern is no longer - well - a pattern. I had some crap happen at work that annoyed me, and since I obsess about things, it made me crazy and I wanted to scream. I wanted to rip this one girls face off. I go nuts and - well - obsess. There are no words to describe it, unless you obsess about things yourself. Like you lie in bed and your mind races and you can't shut it off. You can't get it stop. It just keeps running and running and skipping from topic to topic like a cracked out monkey on a jungle gym. Then I proceed to get more and more frustrated because I get more and more tired and I can't go to sleep. I go to work and I am so tired that I do crap work. Its a cycle. Then you proceed to get more and depressed and it just sucks more and more more more more more.... get me.