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ok, so i don't want to seem lame, or like stupid, and definitely not emo or anything. i just need to get this off my chest.
I am sick and tired of being the one sitting in the corner alone while all her friends couple off and are happy together.
I feel like cause of all of the mistakes I have made that part of me doesn't deserve to be happy. i know that's ridiculous but i feel that way sometimes.
i just want to, idk, not feel like the wallflower. and i'm not saying i haven't tried to not be the wallflower, cause i have made efforts, they just never seem to work.
All i know is i want this year to be better than the last and i'm the only one who can make it that way
I am sick and tired of being the one sitting in the corner alone while all her friends couple off and are happy together.
I feel like cause of all of the mistakes I have made that part of me doesn't deserve to be happy. i know that's ridiculous but i feel that way sometimes.
i just want to, idk, not feel like the wallflower. and i'm not saying i haven't tried to not be the wallflower, cause i have made efforts, they just never seem to work.
All i know is i want this year to be better than the last and i'm the only one who can make it that way