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I am lonely as fuck.
I had a bad week. i was promised a car. Realized the car i have is broken to the point where it is unsafe to drive. And the battery died. So now i don't have a car and it looks like i'm not getting one any time soon.
My mom is rational about it. My dad on the other hand is completely unrealistic and being an asshole.
All i was looking for was comfort and you could barely offer me that. I mean you did in your own way. But laying there and cuddling with her with your back turned to me does not spell comfort to me.
You talk about your ex all the time, but i feel like you don't even care about me enough to call me your girlfriend even though i have essentially carried that title since october.
I love you so much, and i know you love me, but sometimes i wonder if you care enough to want to have me. Or you just like having me there for your convenience.
I'm drunk and i'm going to bed. Alone, just like how i feel. Awesome.
I am gonna hate myself in the morning for being so fucking emo. Sorry.
I had a bad week. i was promised a car. Realized the car i have is broken to the point where it is unsafe to drive. And the battery died. So now i don't have a car and it looks like i'm not getting one any time soon.
My mom is rational about it. My dad on the other hand is completely unrealistic and being an asshole.
All i was looking for was comfort and you could barely offer me that. I mean you did in your own way. But laying there and cuddling with her with your back turned to me does not spell comfort to me.
You talk about your ex all the time, but i feel like you don't even care about me enough to call me your girlfriend even though i have essentially carried that title since october.
I love you so much, and i know you love me, but sometimes i wonder if you care enough to want to have me. Or you just like having me there for your convenience.
I'm drunk and i'm going to bed. Alone, just like how i feel. Awesome.
I am gonna hate myself in the morning for being so fucking emo. Sorry.