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i dont think death is something you ever understand. you ever move on from. the acceptance of the fact that i will never hear from you again, is not something im ready to understand. im not ready to understand my life without you. i want to hear your voice. see your smile. hear you tell me that im your girl. but your gone and i will never be able to live those times ever again. and i dont get it. i dont get how you could leave me here. im alone and scared. im weak. anything i can do to remind me of you is all i want to do all day. read your letters, look at pictures, listen to songs that make me feel like your still here. i talk to you in my head for guidance but you never respond, where are you?