words are meaningless

Oct 11, 2009 17:23

they were not innoncent by any definition but they were young and in love.
they were opposite.
She was crazy and loud while he was shy, calm, and gentle.
both of them had their flaws
she fought and he used.. but the flaws were looked passed.
the world was big and confusing.. neither could understand anything in the world, but they understood one thing.and that was that..that big confusing world that they lived in.. would be empty without eachother.. and the thought of having eachother was all they needed to get by.
nothing either of them could do could separate them
the love in their eyes was gleaming..
so lucky to feel such passionate love at such a young age

time passed.. the world moves spins so fast.. she tried to keep up with it, while he remained in the same place
she wanted to go to school and he had different plans of his own
how could their relationship last in two different places.. they knew they could make it work but neither of them wanted to be apart.
he followed her.. they would make it work.. so they thought

he'd wait patiently for her to come home..
neither of them could wait for their favorite part of the day.. when they were together doing absolutely nothing
nothing but hugs and warmth..
but times weren't the same.. there wasnt the simplicity that was once there.. things were complicated and neither of them knew how to handle it.
he kept drinking and using and she lost the fight in her to stop him.
the fighting never stopped..
they were fighting to stay together
pain filled their eyes as they knew that this time.. love was not enough

trying to avoid talking to the only one who mattered in life. is not an easy task and neither of them wanted to do it, but knew it was the only way.

he ran away to another country and she stayed home prentending she wasnt hurt.
typical to deal with life completely opposite
they both constantly searched for the void that they had left in eachothers hearts.
but nothing and no one could fill that void
their smiles were forced because nothing is the same when they werent with eachother
and they both always ran back to eachother..even when they knew they wouldnt be able to move on, if they kept talking to eachother..
but maybe they didnt want to move on.

i wasnt ready to move on.. and you left me.. you left me here in this confusing place all alone. without you..i have no one now.. i ran to you when i needed to run..you understood me. and you were the only one

and now i dont know what i am supposed to do or say.. all i know is that i have never been in this much pain..

i love you. and i always will.
visit me in my dreams
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