The Wonderful World of Sleep..
i had a very interesting dream lastnight. this dream takes me back about a year but it was set in present times. i was at Disney with Lee and his parents again. i was sleeping but i guess while i was sleeping i could see what everyone was doing and hear what everyone was saying. i know it is weird already i am sleeping in my dreams. anyways Lee had woke me up and we were sitting on a chair and i was curled up in his lap. we were still broken up at this time too. he wispered in my ear that he still loved me and was still inlove with me. i remember smiling in my sleep. but when i woke up i wasnt in his lap and he hadnt told me he still loved me. it was nothing but i dream i had. im not sure if that is what i really want in my life and i dont know for a fact if dreams are really just your deepest darkest thoughts. i dont know what i am thinking anymore, all i know is i had love for a while and it is gone now. so this must be still getting over it? i just dont know....