Sep 25, 2006 02:28
what a lifestyle change i have gone threw. i am working as a promotions a ssistant for Clear Channel Radio, im on y way to becoming a D.J. for 105.9 The Buzz and i have a boyfriend who i have been staying with a lot in Bradenton. I work my ass off and he plays video games and attends one class a day. i do the laundry and ask him to do the dishes. i spend my free time cleaning... i hate to say it but i sound like my mom. im stressed as fuck and im working so much just to buy food or gas or now my new and favorite addictions -amps and cigarettes. i quit my second job at the table because it was too stressful and i was only working 12 hours a week tops. i just needed to vent this i guess because i dont know anyone who is awake and willing to listin to this at this hour. i did see jackass II tonight also. it was really funny. ughhhhhhh. nothing i say can be anything but hurtful to myself because its taken the wrong way. and when im silent its even worse. whats a girl to do??