Oct 29, 2006 00:56
Like I always say sometimes, life is damn rollercoaster ride. Things are getting better. I have finally accomplished things that I thought I won’t for awhile. I have one thing to do.
What I mean is going to the diabetic clinic, going to Wasatch Mental, and trying to get to Orem and get a physical done also an eye doctor appointment done.
I finally got to the diabetic clinic on the tenth of this month. Got my kind of Glucaphage XR back plus I have meet with the dietian to arrange some sort of diet. Well the first dietian I say she put me on an 1800 cal diet with six meals a day 300 cal each. Well the next day I put forth one hundred percent into it and by my fourth meal I was sick. I had to pick up Grainger from work and we went to Sonic to get a drink well I couldn’t get a drink because I didn’t know the calories that where in their drinks. I blow up I cried and I cried. Mom was like I knew this wouldn’t last. I eat twice what the normal average is and that is 2000 cal. Approximately I eat about twice maybe three times that I don’t know. So I went off it and I started a food journal and which I keep track of everything I eat. I don’t keep track of the cal intake though because it’s hard to understand with some other food. I want to go at this slowly because it is going to take a long time to do this. About a couple weeks after that I was suppose to meet back with her, well I ended up meeting with someone else who I like better and I think I will stick with for awhile I have an appointment with her on Nov 16.
That same day that I meet with the new dietian I had an appointment with Wasatch Mental health. One week before that appointment, I finally kept my intake appointment. Well I meet my psych doc and he seems pretty cool so far.
He started me out on a weird pill. One that I’d never heard of before, it’s called Lamictal. So far it just makes me feel mellow. I have to take it at night for awhile to see how it will work with me. Also I have to start out at one pill for two weeks and then go to two and after that I will be from 25mg to 100mg. I got scared at first but mom reassured me everything will be ok. I meet back with him on the tenth of November. Plus he suggested I take Fish Oil, GLA, and multi-vitamins with extra B6 in it as my PMS starts.
Well we got into a fight with Voc Rehab over my mom’s car because Richard has to follow everything by the damn book but doesn’t stay updated with the book. But he apologizes about it but still treats us like we are children. I am sick of this I don’t know what to do. Plus the way things are going I don’t think I will be back in school by January. So that’s why I haven’t made it to Orem yet. But I am no longer afraid to go up there with the plates being expired on it.
The reason for the eye doctor is that I need a diabetic exam and I need to see if I need new glasses.
Plus with Mom’s birthday being this month I hope she had a good one. She told it has been one of the best.
Well some sad news. I sold Studlee, Juniper and Jenny. I hope they all went to good homes and every time I think about them I pray they are doing ok. The reason I sold Juniper is because I was so scared that she was going to take her horns and pierce my stomach and I know she won’t mean to if she done it. Studlee went to an older lady and Jenny went to a younger one. Juniper was sold to a guy. I hope he is good to her. I miss them all so much. But the Money I got for them I am using to take Mom out for Dinner for her birthday in which I haven’t done yet.
Other then that Rosie, Precious, Toby, and Rosie’s Babies in which I have named finally. Their names are Jack and Jill but I call Jack, Jack-Jack from the Disney Movie: The Incredibles. Since Juniper has been gone Rosie lets me pet her more often.
Plus we got more bull calves besides T-Bone. There names are Spankie, Raskal, and Porter. They are so cute!!!
On a downer note my computer in my room died again. It sucks. I can’t work on my site for awhile. Been bugging Lynn for help with the current computer I am on now and the one in my room but that’s like pulling teeth and stuff. Oh well if things go they are planned I might as well take out a student loan again and buy me a laptop. But we will see on that because I am switching my degree to be in Multi-Media Technology. When I told Richard that he was like lets hold off on that tell I hear word from his top bosses approve on the whole thing I guess.
Well that’s all I know right now that’s going on. If I do not write anymore before or on Halloween: Happy Halloween to you all.