I dont wanna be chapter 5
Title - I dont wanna be
Rating - for all
Description - Sophie wants payback, got the idea from Nayley of OTH!
Sian had found herself looking forward to the weekend all week. Her mood was infectious and she hadn’t stopped smiling and for some reason she had a feeling it was going to be a good one and that a certain brunet had something to do with that. Sian couldn’t deny it any longer she found herself attracted to the brunet and she was always on her mind; in class, on the way to class, first thing in the morning, last thing at night. Sian was unaware that Sophie was battling with the same feelings, she had to remind herself on numerous occasions when her thoughts had happily drifted off to times spent with the blonde, the reason she had started this friendship. Sophie knew that side of her that wanted to get to know Sian better was winning and that getting revenge on Rosie was slowly not becoming a factor in her eagerness to spend time with Sian and this scared Sophie. She had never experienced these feelings, or been this close to someone. She had never really let anyone in, never really had a love for anything but football but now with Sian on the cards she was beginning to think about the blonde more and more; her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her everything and Sophie wasn’t sure how long she could continue to deny her feelings before she would need to act upon them.
Sian rang the doorbell anxiously awaiting for what tonight could hold. She didn’t have to wait long before the door was answered by a woman in her mid 30’s with dark brown mousy hair and freckles cluthing a small child around her waist.
“Hi you must be Sian” the woman greeted enthusiatacly gesturing for Sian to come in. Sian entered and said hi, she noticed the boy had brown hair the same texture as Sophie’s and the same blue eyes, he truly was adorable. “Well I’m Molly Sophie’s stepmom and this little guy is jack” molly continued introducing her and jack. Sian beamed at jack, he could put a smile on anyone’s face “Sophie’s upstairs” molly told her “if you just want to head up” Sian nodded and said thanks before making her way up towards Sophie’s room. As she approached Sophie’s room she heard a loud thud and crash followed by a “fuck sakes” Sian entered the room cautiously not sure what to expect. As she entered the room Sophie whipped around anger on her face but when she saw the blonde her featured softened and rearranged into a smile. “Hi” Sophie said. Sian laughed at the site before her, Sophie had clearly had a tantrum as various object lay around the room and Sian was sure one of them was the remains of an Xbox controller. “What happened in here? Lose a game or something” Sian asked positively amused. “YES!” exclaimed Sophie “to Liverpool can you belive it!” Sophie through her hands in the air at this. Sian laughed at how passionate Sophie had got over a game. “It’s not funny” she heard Sophie exlaimed though she had started to laugh herself. “That’s it Powers, you me game now!” Sian gulped she had never been good with computer games but seeing the excitement and competiveness in Sophie’s eyes put her in the mood to play. “Okay Webster you’re on” Sian confidently said taking the controller and hoping for beginners luck.
“Haa take that!” Sophie shouted after beating Sian for the 5th game straight. Sian didn’t mind she wasn’t a sore loser and was glad she had even managed to score one goal. She had actually enjoyed herself even if she had been enaialated in every game. “Okay okay you win you’ve made your point” the blonde playfully said, Sophie laughed with the blonde enjoying the company between them. “So what would you like to do now?” Sophie asked clearly enjoying spending time with the blonde. Sian considered this for a moment “hmmm...how about you give me the grand tour of this place?” she asked rather excited to see the rest of the house. “Okay” Sophie enthusiastically replied “come on” she called leading the blonde from her room.
Sian was impressed with Sophie’s house to say the least. She loved that Sophie had her own space for playing football out the back and Sophie had made Sian promise that she would come watch her play one day and that Sophie could teach Sian a thing or two. Sian also loved how each room told a story about who inhabited it, her brother jacks room was filled with lightening McQueen, the living room was filled with family snaps and a big cosy fireplace and corner couch while the kitchen was just WOW.
“How long you played football for?” Sian asked as they made their way back to Sophie’s room. “Since I could walk basically, it comes naturally and I feel so free when I’m out on the pitch, it’s like an escape. I love it. Footballs is the only thing that actually keeps me sane at times” Sophie told her. As Sophie told her sians heart swelled. She loved how passionate Sophie got wen she spoke about something she loved. Although Sian didn’t want to admit it, it actually made her fall for Sophie hearing her speak like this. And secretly hoped Sophie would speak about her like that one day. “So enough about me, what about you? How long have you known you were gay for? If u don’t mind me asking” usually Sian wouldn’t answer a question like this but she felt so at ease with Sophie now and Sophie had been open with her. “Well I’ve always kinda known, I duno what made me fully realise think it was wen I was watching friends and I realised I fancied Rachel” Sian giggled at her confession and so did Sophie. “So how did ur parents take it?” “Well my parents have never really been interested in me so it didn’t really make a difference to them” sians eyes suddenly teared up. Sophie quickly engulphed her in a hug. “How could they not be interested in you?” Sophie whispered “I think your amazing” Sophie didn’t know what made her say it but she thought Sian deserved to know what she thought of her. Sophie heard a slight chuckle “your not too bad yourself” came the quiet reply from the older girl. Sophie heartrate increased at this and she hoped Sian didn’t notice they increase in her heartbeat. As Sophie let go of Sian she stared into her piercing blue eyes and got lost, she wasn’t sure how long she got lost but the two girls sat up talking about everything, family, football, relationships, embarrassing experiences, plans for the future and without meaning to they found themselves snuggled up on the bed together drifting to sleep after talking themselves into exhaustion. Both of them wanting to feel the other and both falling deeply for one another.
“Sophie wake up” jack screamed as he ran into his sister room “breakfast is ready” the little boy called before running from the room Kevin in tow. Sophie grumbled as she opened her eyes “Morning” she heard a voice to her right say, Sophie turned to face Sian with her first thoughts being ‘boy does she look cute in the morning’ “Morning” Sophie croaked back after staring at the blonde a little longer than necessary. “Hungry?” she asked the blonde. “Starving” came the reply just as sians stomach rumbled. “Well best get you some food then” Sophie said jumping from the bed and leading Sian downstairs.
After breakfast both girls decided to get dressed and head for a walk in the park, stopping at the shop for sweets on the way. “soph do you want to see my favourite place in the park?” Sian asked while leading the brunet toward an old oak tree and sitting under it. “This is it. I come here to think” she said as Sophie took a seat beside her. “Its lovely Sian” it was spectacular, you had a view of the full park, and Sophie could make out a group of people kicking a ball about at the far end. It was one of they spots where you wouldn’t be noticed unless someone was really looking at it. Sophie opened her kinder egg to find a small bracelet. “Give me your arm” she instructed to Sian. Sian was confused but followed her instruction. Sophie took hold of her arm and instantly felt a spark before placing the bracelet around sians wrist. “Now don’t say I never gave you anything” Sophie chuckled. Sian stared at the bracelet and then at Sophie feeling the over welming urge to kiss her. Sophie actually was the sweetest.
“Can I ask you a question?” Sian asked breaking Sophie’s concentration. “Yeh shoot” “it’s kind of personal, you don’t have to answer but” Sian took a deep breath “have you ever been in love?” she asked staring into Sophie’s forget me not eyes. Sophie stared back and considered sians question. “No” she honestly answered. “Really not even with Ryan?” Sophie again considered this question “the thing is Sian, and please don’t think badly of me but with Ryan I liked him but the attraction was mostly physical if you get me” Sophie blushed as she confessed and so did Sian. “I’ve been with 3 people including Ryan and the other 2 were after I was with Ryan, that’s how I know there wasn’t really any feelings involved ye know” Sophie blushed again at her confession hoping Sian didn’t think badly of her, when in truth Sian was glad Sophie had been honest but the fact that Sophie had been intimate with people made Sian jealous that people had had Sophie.
“What about you” Sophie continued “what about me?” “Ever been in love?” “no” Sian told her “I’ve never been with anyone, I took a vow of chastity and though I can’t legally get married in the eyes of the church I’ve decided to wait until I meet that someone that makes your heart skip a beat, gives you butterflies in your stomach, who you can tell everything and anything too, you know is the one before I give myself up” Sian told Sophie all the while looking into her eyes. Sophie was rendered speechless, this girl was perfect. She truly knew now that she had feeling for Sian and she was done trying to hide them. Sophie held Sians gaze as she lent in. Their lips touched; connected perfectly. The kiss was slow and gentle but it was breathtaking. As they pulled away they stared into each other’s eyes again both with grins on their faces. “Sian I don’t know how this happened but I would really really really love it if you came to the party tonight with me like as a date” Sian responded enthusiastically and kissed Sophie again. “I would love to be your date” she whispered before kissing her again and feeling the butterflies in her stomach. The place quickly becoming Sophie’s favourite place also.
Rating - for all
Description - Sophie wants payback, got the idea from Nayley of OTH!
Sian had found herself looking forward to the weekend all week. Her mood was infectious and she hadn’t stopped smiling and for some reason she had a feeling it was going to be a good one and that a certain brunet had something to do with that. Sian couldn’t deny it any longer she found herself attracted to the brunet and she was always on her mind; in class, on the way to class, first thing in the morning, last thing at night. Sian was unaware that Sophie was battling with the same feelings, she had to remind herself on numerous occasions when her thoughts had happily drifted off to times spent with the blonde, the reason she had started this friendship. Sophie knew that side of her that wanted to get to know Sian better was winning and that getting revenge on Rosie was slowly not becoming a factor in her eagerness to spend time with Sian and this scared Sophie. She had never experienced these feelings, or been this close to someone. She had never really let anyone in, never really had a love for anything but football but now with Sian on the cards she was beginning to think about the blonde more and more; her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her everything and Sophie wasn’t sure how long she could continue to deny her feelings before she would need to act upon them.
Sian rang the doorbell anxiously awaiting for what tonight could hold. She didn’t have to wait long before the door was answered by a woman in her mid 30’s with dark brown mousy hair and freckles cluthing a small child around her waist.
“Hi you must be Sian” the woman greeted enthusiatacly gesturing for Sian to come in. Sian entered and said hi, she noticed the boy had brown hair the same texture as Sophie’s and the same blue eyes, he truly was adorable. “Well I’m Molly Sophie’s stepmom and this little guy is jack” molly continued introducing her and jack. Sian beamed at jack, he could put a smile on anyone’s face “Sophie’s upstairs” molly told her “if you just want to head up” Sian nodded and said thanks before making her way up towards Sophie’s room. As she approached Sophie’s room she heard a loud thud and crash followed by a “fuck sakes” Sian entered the room cautiously not sure what to expect. As she entered the room Sophie whipped around anger on her face but when she saw the blonde her featured softened and rearranged into a smile. “Hi” Sophie said. Sian laughed at the site before her, Sophie had clearly had a tantrum as various object lay around the room and Sian was sure one of them was the remains of an Xbox controller. “What happened in here? Lose a game or something” Sian asked positively amused. “YES!” exclaimed Sophie “to Liverpool can you belive it!” Sophie through her hands in the air at this. Sian laughed at how passionate Sophie had got over a game. “It’s not funny” she heard Sophie exlaimed though she had started to laugh herself. “That’s it Powers, you me game now!” Sian gulped she had never been good with computer games but seeing the excitement and competiveness in Sophie’s eyes put her in the mood to play. “Okay Webster you’re on” Sian confidently said taking the controller and hoping for beginners luck.
“Haa take that!” Sophie shouted after beating Sian for the 5th game straight. Sian didn’t mind she wasn’t a sore loser and was glad she had even managed to score one goal. She had actually enjoyed herself even if she had been enaialated in every game. “Okay okay you win you’ve made your point” the blonde playfully said, Sophie laughed with the blonde enjoying the company between them. “So what would you like to do now?” Sophie asked clearly enjoying spending time with the blonde. Sian considered this for a moment “hmmm...how about you give me the grand tour of this place?” she asked rather excited to see the rest of the house. “Okay” Sophie enthusiastically replied “come on” she called leading the blonde from her room.
Sian was impressed with Sophie’s house to say the least. She loved that Sophie had her own space for playing football out the back and Sophie had made Sian promise that she would come watch her play one day and that Sophie could teach Sian a thing or two. Sian also loved how each room told a story about who inhabited it, her brother jacks room was filled with lightening McQueen, the living room was filled with family snaps and a big cosy fireplace and corner couch while the kitchen was just WOW.
“How long you played football for?” Sian asked as they made their way back to Sophie’s room. “Since I could walk basically, it comes naturally and I feel so free when I’m out on the pitch, it’s like an escape. I love it. Footballs is the only thing that actually keeps me sane at times” Sophie told her. As Sophie told her sians heart swelled. She loved how passionate Sophie got wen she spoke about something she loved. Although Sian didn’t want to admit it, it actually made her fall for Sophie hearing her speak like this. And secretly hoped Sophie would speak about her like that one day. “So enough about me, what about you? How long have you known you were gay for? If u don’t mind me asking” usually Sian wouldn’t answer a question like this but she felt so at ease with Sophie now and Sophie had been open with her. “Well I’ve always kinda known, I duno what made me fully realise think it was wen I was watching friends and I realised I fancied Rachel” Sian giggled at her confession and so did Sophie. “So how did ur parents take it?” “Well my parents have never really been interested in me so it didn’t really make a difference to them” sians eyes suddenly teared up. Sophie quickly engulphed her in a hug. “How could they not be interested in you?” Sophie whispered “I think your amazing” Sophie didn’t know what made her say it but she thought Sian deserved to know what she thought of her. Sophie heard a slight chuckle “your not too bad yourself” came the quiet reply from the older girl. Sophie heartrate increased at this and she hoped Sian didn’t notice they increase in her heartbeat. As Sophie let go of Sian she stared into her piercing blue eyes and got lost, she wasn’t sure how long she got lost but the two girls sat up talking about everything, family, football, relationships, embarrassing experiences, plans for the future and without meaning to they found themselves snuggled up on the bed together drifting to sleep after talking themselves into exhaustion. Both of them wanting to feel the other and both falling deeply for one another.
“Sophie wake up” jack screamed as he ran into his sister room “breakfast is ready” the little boy called before running from the room Kevin in tow. Sophie grumbled as she opened her eyes “Morning” she heard a voice to her right say, Sophie turned to face Sian with her first thoughts being ‘boy does she look cute in the morning’ “Morning” Sophie croaked back after staring at the blonde a little longer than necessary. “Hungry?” she asked the blonde. “Starving” came the reply just as sians stomach rumbled. “Well best get you some food then” Sophie said jumping from the bed and leading Sian downstairs.
After breakfast both girls decided to get dressed and head for a walk in the park, stopping at the shop for sweets on the way. “soph do you want to see my favourite place in the park?” Sian asked while leading the brunet toward an old oak tree and sitting under it. “This is it. I come here to think” she said as Sophie took a seat beside her. “Its lovely Sian” it was spectacular, you had a view of the full park, and Sophie could make out a group of people kicking a ball about at the far end. It was one of they spots where you wouldn’t be noticed unless someone was really looking at it. Sophie opened her kinder egg to find a small bracelet. “Give me your arm” she instructed to Sian. Sian was confused but followed her instruction. Sophie took hold of her arm and instantly felt a spark before placing the bracelet around sians wrist. “Now don’t say I never gave you anything” Sophie chuckled. Sian stared at the bracelet and then at Sophie feeling the over welming urge to kiss her. Sophie actually was the sweetest.
“Can I ask you a question?” Sian asked breaking Sophie’s concentration. “Yeh shoot” “it’s kind of personal, you don’t have to answer but” Sian took a deep breath “have you ever been in love?” she asked staring into Sophie’s forget me not eyes. Sophie stared back and considered sians question. “No” she honestly answered. “Really not even with Ryan?” Sophie again considered this question “the thing is Sian, and please don’t think badly of me but with Ryan I liked him but the attraction was mostly physical if you get me” Sophie blushed as she confessed and so did Sian. “I’ve been with 3 people including Ryan and the other 2 were after I was with Ryan, that’s how I know there wasn’t really any feelings involved ye know” Sophie blushed again at her confession hoping Sian didn’t think badly of her, when in truth Sian was glad Sophie had been honest but the fact that Sophie had been intimate with people made Sian jealous that people had had Sophie.
“What about you” Sophie continued “what about me?” “Ever been in love?” “no” Sian told her “I’ve never been with anyone, I took a vow of chastity and though I can’t legally get married in the eyes of the church I’ve decided to wait until I meet that someone that makes your heart skip a beat, gives you butterflies in your stomach, who you can tell everything and anything too, you know is the one before I give myself up” Sian told Sophie all the while looking into her eyes. Sophie was rendered speechless, this girl was perfect. She truly knew now that she had feeling for Sian and she was done trying to hide them. Sophie held Sians gaze as she lent in. Their lips touched; connected perfectly. The kiss was slow and gentle but it was breathtaking. As they pulled away they stared into each other’s eyes again both with grins on their faces. “Sian I don’t know how this happened but I would really really really love it if you came to the party tonight with me like as a date” Sian responded enthusiastically and kissed Sophie again. “I would love to be your date” she whispered before kissing her again and feeling the butterflies in her stomach. The place quickly becoming Sophie’s favourite place also.