Miss Communications - chapter 2
next part to a fic i wrote a while back. thanks for all the lovelt comments. this is dedicated to every single one of you :) !
Chapter 2
4 years ago everything was perfect for her and Sophie. They were madly in love the stares whispers and taunts had mostly subsided, they were happy but most of all they had each other. I should have know Sian thought to herself as the thought back to this time “why would I be allowed to be happy?”
During the summer holidays Sian’s mother had taken seriously ill and Sian felt it her duty to go back and care for her mother. She promised Sophie she would come back and visit as much as possible and to never forget that she loved her and will always will, things carried on as usual for a while but then things worsened at home, her mother’s illness got worse and Sian found it harder to get up to see Sophie so that when she did she often took her anger and frustration out on her, not making the visits happy and loving like they used to be until one day Sian snapped and couldn’t handle it anymore, leaving the young couple in shock and a state of great distress. Sian thought the stress of being in a relationship was contributing to her not being able to cope, but after a month or so since the spilt she realised it was the only thing that kept her sane and that she needed Sophie so, she went back to her true love and this was where it all changed.
Know one of those moments when u just constantly replay it over and over and over in your mind? This was one of them for Sian. She still remembered it so clearly and vividly to this day.
She caught the afternoon train from Southport after checking her mother was well, fortunately for her Phil was off work and able to watch over her. After a long journey in which she could think of nothing but kissing Sophie’s lushuist lips again she finally arrived at weatherfield. The sun was shining, “good sign” Sian had thought to herself as she made her way up the familiar ally toward Sophie’s, But just as she was rounding the corner a familiar voice spoke.
“So....What do you want to do the day then?”
It was Sophie! Sian heart skipped a few heartbeats and she was just about to come round and see Sophie when another voice spoke.
“Well I.....”
Sian froze at the sound of the other female...silence then a soft kissing sound filled the air. Sian couldn’t help but look and instantly wished she hadn’t. The other girl who was slightly taller than Sian with long red wavy hair was kissing “MY SOPHIE” Sian thought to herself. Anger jealousy and repulsion for the girl in front of her engulfed her and she quickly turned and walked briskly away her presence unknown as tears flew silently and hard from her face.
Back in the alleyway unknown to Sian, just at the precise moment Sian had walked away Sophie pulled quickly away from the girl.
“Tara” she gasped “Tara I can’t, I’m sorry. I’m still in love with Sian. You knew that. I’ll always love Sian, I don’t want anyone else right now, I thought we were friends” Sophie Spoke as tears filled her eyes. She turned from the stunned Tara and ran away once behind closed doors she broke down, the tears that had evaded her for weeks were back. “Sian” she silently sobbed as she rocked back and forward “Sian I need you I’m lost without you” she spoke to no one in particular hugging herself and clutching at the heart necklace around her neck, this was the only part of Sian she had left and she was holding onto it as long as possible.
Present day
Sophie...Why did u do that? Did u not believe I stilled loved you? Sian thought to herself. She has always wanted to speak to Sophie find out the truth ask her why and when she stopped loving her, as she never stopped loving her and would never or could never, but she never got round to it. Sian has just shut everyone out, changed her number and hoped for a fresh start, hoping that one day she would wake up and Sophie would not be the first thing on her mind. Fat chance.
Sian glanced at the clock, 7.36. Shit she shouted as she quickly shoved on the rest of her clothing, grabed her car keys and headed for another day at the hospital.
Chapter 2
4 years ago everything was perfect for her and Sophie. They were madly in love the stares whispers and taunts had mostly subsided, they were happy but most of all they had each other. I should have know Sian thought to herself as the thought back to this time “why would I be allowed to be happy?”
During the summer holidays Sian’s mother had taken seriously ill and Sian felt it her duty to go back and care for her mother. She promised Sophie she would come back and visit as much as possible and to never forget that she loved her and will always will, things carried on as usual for a while but then things worsened at home, her mother’s illness got worse and Sian found it harder to get up to see Sophie so that when she did she often took her anger and frustration out on her, not making the visits happy and loving like they used to be until one day Sian snapped and couldn’t handle it anymore, leaving the young couple in shock and a state of great distress. Sian thought the stress of being in a relationship was contributing to her not being able to cope, but after a month or so since the spilt she realised it was the only thing that kept her sane and that she needed Sophie so, she went back to her true love and this was where it all changed.
Know one of those moments when u just constantly replay it over and over and over in your mind? This was one of them for Sian. She still remembered it so clearly and vividly to this day.
She caught the afternoon train from Southport after checking her mother was well, fortunately for her Phil was off work and able to watch over her. After a long journey in which she could think of nothing but kissing Sophie’s lushuist lips again she finally arrived at weatherfield. The sun was shining, “good sign” Sian had thought to herself as she made her way up the familiar ally toward Sophie’s, But just as she was rounding the corner a familiar voice spoke.
“So....What do you want to do the day then?”
It was Sophie! Sian heart skipped a few heartbeats and she was just about to come round and see Sophie when another voice spoke.
“Well I.....”
Sian froze at the sound of the other female...silence then a soft kissing sound filled the air. Sian couldn’t help but look and instantly wished she hadn’t. The other girl who was slightly taller than Sian with long red wavy hair was kissing “MY SOPHIE” Sian thought to herself. Anger jealousy and repulsion for the girl in front of her engulfed her and she quickly turned and walked briskly away her presence unknown as tears flew silently and hard from her face.
Back in the alleyway unknown to Sian, just at the precise moment Sian had walked away Sophie pulled quickly away from the girl.
“Tara” she gasped “Tara I can’t, I’m sorry. I’m still in love with Sian. You knew that. I’ll always love Sian, I don’t want anyone else right now, I thought we were friends” Sophie Spoke as tears filled her eyes. She turned from the stunned Tara and ran away once behind closed doors she broke down, the tears that had evaded her for weeks were back. “Sian” she silently sobbed as she rocked back and forward “Sian I need you I’m lost without you” she spoke to no one in particular hugging herself and clutching at the heart necklace around her neck, this was the only part of Sian she had left and she was holding onto it as long as possible.
Present day
Sophie...Why did u do that? Did u not believe I stilled loved you? Sian thought to herself. She has always wanted to speak to Sophie find out the truth ask her why and when she stopped loving her, as she never stopped loving her and would never or could never, but she never got round to it. Sian has just shut everyone out, changed her number and hoped for a fresh start, hoping that one day she would wake up and Sophie would not be the first thing on her mind. Fat chance.
Sian glanced at the clock, 7.36. Shit she shouted as she quickly shoved on the rest of her clothing, grabed her car keys and headed for another day at the hospital.