Mar 04, 2006 20:48
Dear Diary....
I confess....
I am an enabler....
I am weak with those that I love....
Especially my kids.......
Michelle really needs to get her driver's license.....really.
I keep telling her that I'm not driving her anywhere anymore....Blah fucking blah blah.....
And then she cries....
I got up at 6:30 A.M. this morning to drive her lazy ass to work after working until 2 A.M. myself and not going to sleep until after 3.....
My own fault entirely and I am feeling very taken advantage of , actually.
Chris always tells me I'm this way with my kids because of the Hellish way that I was raised.....
I always protest loudly when I'm accused of this .....
He's damn right.....
That burns my ass.....
I find myself wanting to bitch about Michelle and say things I don't want to say , she's a good girl...
I love her....
She pisses me off....
I need to stop now.
I'm Out.......