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right about now, I am going to go crazy.. i came to realize I was soooo much better then being bitchy than nice.. second off, fuck bbyo, yeah thats right, fucking bitchy snotty hoes, who like to be japs and talk about one another. so fuck that idea, some fucking sisterhood, people don't even like each other and they want support, support my fucking white ass.. I don't want to know from any of them expect alyssa, sarah d and kim, i liked the spainsh girls and jessica , but I am sorry, I can't sit around acting like i care for shit I don't even go too... and then people ask me why, well there 's your damn reason idiots.. thrid off, samantha fuck you, if you want to talk shit about me on your fucking journal , some nerve, saying how im pussy I came up to your damn face, and since you don't understand, maybe if you read you can see in WRITTEN form.. I don't know what the fuck has got into you, but I don't need that shit espically from you, and there were way to many fucking chances, so fuck everything , 'cause maybe you weren't the true friend from the damn ass begginning.. Well maybe you would know that, if you actually listened when your TRUE FUCKING FRIENDS spoke...Anyway.. I have a half of day friday and if noelle can't get together I don't think I am going to do anything, sofia invited me over, and I really don't want to go, not that I don't want to chill , just I don't feel like hanging out with the other people, I really want to chill with noelle though maybe kayla.. whatever, anyway... I REALLY don't trust a lot of people as far as freindship goes and im going to tell you right now, jackie, noelle, sofia, tina , steph are the only people who I am really going to talk to, I mean marvene and lauren and darline, i love, but still, like I can really trust jackie, noelle, sofia, tina and steph.... I really regret writting some of the shit I did, but I don't reget this one and it wasn't meant from people eyes, but then again I still wrote it and I can't take it back , just make up for it and I know that noelle if one person who I WON'T want to loose 'cause I love her to death, she is like someone who I can turn to for anything and I fucked half of that up and im glad she forgave me.. so thanks =DDD.. I am really going to go though..b yee