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[angelsbigsis]

Today I went to the lab again. I got there and the doctor had not put the order for my tests yet so i had to wait for the doctor's office to call the lab technician. Finally they called and they drew blood (poked me 6 times) and I had to pee in a cup. But they didn't do the test the doctor told me he wanted me to do so I told the technician and she checked the computer and said she didn't order it and told me to call the doctor's office when I got home. However, I had already been fasting for 14 hours and I didn't want to have to fast again and come back in so I called from the receptionists desk and then they called the lab and talked to them. They then had to wait for my doctor to talk to the lab but since she had patients she didn't call for like and hour and a 1/2. Then she didn't know which one she wanted me to take so when they finally figured it out they drew more blood (poked 2 times) and checked my glucose. Then they gave me a cup of 75? of glucose to drink. It was weird tasting, it was REALLY sweet and tasted like flat soda and it made me want to throw up. Then 1/2 hour later they drew blood again (poked once) and then again another 1/2 hour later( 1 poke) and then again and hour later (3 pokes). It was hell especially since I didn't get to eat for 22 hours! I was so cranky that I hadn't eaten and that it took so long and I had to sit there bored doing this stupid test. AHHHH! It's crazy. Although I did meet some interesting people though. It's weird to just sit there and listen to peoples conversations and see how people act in public. Plus, although i was miserable I did get to miss school. But yeah, my head is still pounding from that migrain I've had all day and even though I've eaten my stomache hurts and I feel like I am going to throw up. It's a sucky feeling.

So much work to do, too lazy to do it. My teachers are gonna kill me. I wanna cry. how come I'm so lazy, how come I don't care, how come I choose to fail, especially since I want to play soccer!