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Why do I bother trying anymore? I feel like I'm just a fall back plan to you. It's almost like, if your other plans fall through, you'll just call on me because 'I'll be there' and I hate it.
If you don't want me, if you don't want to make the effort to actually be my best friend, then stop telling me that you are. Stop telling me what you think I want to hear. Stop lying to me.
STOP! STOP! STOP!
You're starting to make me hate you. You make me feel like I'm going crazy. Other people think I'm crazy. You make me feel as though things have to go your way or not at all. It's not fair for you to have all the control. It's not fair that everything has to go by your standards, and your feelings.
What about me? Why don't you act like you care about me as much as you say you do? You're breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart, and I can't stop it.
If you don't want me, if you don't want to make the effort to actually be my best friend, then stop telling me that you are. Stop telling me what you think I want to hear. Stop lying to me.
STOP! STOP! STOP!
You're starting to make me hate you. You make me feel like I'm going crazy. Other people think I'm crazy. You make me feel as though things have to go your way or not at all. It's not fair for you to have all the control. It's not fair that everything has to go by your standards, and your feelings.
What about me? Why don't you act like you care about me as much as you say you do? You're breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart, and I can't stop it.