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I don't have an appetite, I can't sleep. Work is stressing me out. Everything else is just...I dunno. I feel like I'm supposed to apologize for my feelings, I feel like I'm supposed to be able to control everything I have no control over...I feel like I've somehow messed up by having feelings...I feel like I've done everyone wrong by not being the "strong" Jessica that never lets anything show until she's alone. Nobody likes what I am.
I'm sorry for feeling, I'm sorry for having felt...I'm sorry for bringing the heart to the surface. I'll be fine...and if I'm not, you'll never see it. I promise.
Goin back to the Happy Jessica...
I'm sorry for feeling, I'm sorry for having felt...I'm sorry for bringing the heart to the surface. I'll be fine...and if I'm not, you'll never see it. I promise.
Goin back to the Happy Jessica...