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Can't sleep.
Haven't slept properly since I can't remember when. Sleeping pills don't work at all. I can't think, can't concentrate, nothing. I feel like I am dying and no one else seems to have noticed. I am too afraid of doctors these days to go see one. I am beginning to be afraid to leave the house and I am unsure as to why. My everything hurts. I think it would all be ok if I could just sleep or rest or something. I want to cry cus I really am not functioning. I still have to finish my course too and I am really really not coping at all. Really not. Have corsets to make too. No time for anything but lots of time, too much time spent staring at a wall cus I can't concentrate on anything else!!! I would be dangerous working a sewing machine, would probably sew my fingers. Can't deal with this anymore, really can't.
Haven't slept properly since I can't remember when. Sleeping pills don't work at all. I can't think, can't concentrate, nothing. I feel like I am dying and no one else seems to have noticed. I am too afraid of doctors these days to go see one. I am beginning to be afraid to leave the house and I am unsure as to why. My everything hurts. I think it would all be ok if I could just sleep or rest or something. I want to cry cus I really am not functioning. I still have to finish my course too and I am really really not coping at all. Really not. Have corsets to make too. No time for anything but lots of time, too much time spent staring at a wall cus I can't concentrate on anything else!!! I would be dangerous working a sewing machine, would probably sew my fingers. Can't deal with this anymore, really can't.